17/08/2024
Written in memory of my mum Anne Morgan( McCarthy ) but I’m sure those that have lost someone will relate to these words
After All This Time
After all this time I don’t want to attend your grave .. I don’t want the constant reminder that you’re not alive
After all this time I don’t want photos up .. reminding me that you’re not here …
After all this time I don’t what to celebrate your passing … I feel robbed that you were taken so soon ..
After all this time the pain has not eased and I haven’t moved on …
After all this time I’m still angry that my life changed and I’ve had to learn to live with a permanent pain …
After all this time I haven’t forgotten and still find it hard when I hear your name …
After all this time if that makes me appear selfish or unkind then I will fight another day my heart is broken and my mind is damaged but somehow I’m still surviving … I will not pull myself together and I will not move on the day you died my life changed forever and a part of me died with you but for you and those I love I will smile and crack on knowing this is the price I paid for love ❤️