11/19/2022
I'm done I think I'm just going to fall back from friends on here cuz there's no such thing as friends no more there's no such thing people really care about each other no more they're all backstabbers and f****** as****es and dick heads and cheaters and losers and c********** and c**-goers and everything else like that f*** buddies friends friends with benefits boyfriend's girlfriend / wife whatever it doesn't f****** matter he's a f*** you are cuz everything's twisted no matter what people want to twist people a certain way and all people do is play f****** games I want to keep playing with someone's lives and s*** like that and eventually that mother is just going to get up and stop the s*** out of you or f****** do something even worse to your du*****es if you're not here potentially f****** four for me or for my feelings and care about me then a m*********** can play that way too I feel some type of way about everything now a lot of s*** it's okay I'll get over it I'll be talking it's okay I shut up but when you leave I'll be talking again f*** dad to do right in front of your f****** face and I'm going to talk about somebody I'm going to talk about it from their face I'm not here to talk to don't even talk to me so there's no point if you're not talking to me you're not f****** and I got to be the one starting the conversation all the time and f*** you that's one-sided b**** you can f****** go eat a dick or f****** go sit on a f****** whatever the f*** you sit on and go f*** off somewhere else and if you don't like my f****** way I talk and I say the f word a lot obviously not a f****** grown up you can't handle if you f****** cuss words and shut the f****** yes we all got free of speech and everything else like that's how you use it I respect everybody equally we all f****** that's okay as long as we're willing to admit it I'll f****** all the time matter fact right now I'm thinking about doing something positive by f****** my life up some more but no I'm going to change the way I think change the way I talk and change out who I hang out with who I work for associate with no matter what so change that it might fix the problem maybe I don't need nobody in my life that ain't going to be there anyways nobody ever shows up anyways why is over there except for certain friends and family all my family in Florida it's here in Rockport or San Antonio and you're always supposed to have families back no matter what friends lately are just f****** just f**** no offense a lot of my friends on here too there's some good friends the second thought of the day today I guess maybe I'm just going crazy maybe I'm just finally opening my eyes paying attention to my surroundings you'll ever thought about that
