09/24/2023
2016 broke me to my core after loosing my older sister. I thought nothing would ever been harder than that.
2016-2019 I picked up the pieces and started to heal.
2019 life shook and said I have been preparing you for what come next. I went into full time care giver mode & a my heart was ripped out of my chest & stomped on million times.
2020 the world went into “lock down” and I had to make some of the hardest decisions I ever made ! The world went back to “new normal “and I was still in hell.
2021 I thought we were going to lose my son. I fought a fight against a medical system that parents should never have to fight . I still have no idea how we made it through all of it.
2022 after my son went back into the the ICU the fight with the system got so big that my son almost watched me get arrested fighting for his life. The we finally got our MIRACLE. And he started healing. And he still is!
2023 I started healing too. I did a 13 week PTSD clinical therapy program + more therapy, EMDR reiki & EFT & started stabilizing my nervous system. Massive bonus I started drinking happy juice ☀️
Summer of 2023 I started living again! With the support of the boys dad I am taking small breaks and doing what I love most! Traveling, adventures & hiking !!!
July I did my first solo trip followed by an all girls reiki retreat! August I did my first solo camping trip!!
UP Next :
LV to see my military bestie
Hawaii (my redo 40th) with my birthday twin
SD for my sister birthday
Nashville with my 2 high school bestie
Zion with my sister from another mister to hike
Sedona with my adventure queen
…and I am not even close to being done just making up for lost time & enjoying LIVING!
Self care & healing looks different for everyone… this is how I am doing it! Healing inside & out! I am getting to see all my girls who have stood by my side even when I thought I could not survive another day! 🫶🏼
