24/01/2024
You found him on Facebook
You checked his profile picture
He is handsome
He DM you
You reply, all excited
You all want to hook up
You set a date
You dress up that leggings with no underwear
You're smelling good
You put on a makeup, fresh breath and new weave
He takes you for a launch at Kelvin Ebi kitchen
He takes you for a drink at Club Bara
You two have a good time
He rubs your hand
Makes you laugh
Gives you looks and smiles
You stupidly fall in love
It's like you've known him for some years
He took you to his apartment
He makes you feel comfortable and lays u on his bed
Kiss you passionately
U love his aggression, strength, power and you give in
It feels good
U know it's wrong, but it's feel good
U ask for protection, he says it's too late
U obey and don't disturb
He says he loves you and you don't hesitate to say you love him too
He hits it nice and slow
After, he goes to the kitchen to get a glass of water
He helps you drink it, oooh man
U feel special
"He must be the one" you think to yourself
U get dressed
He takes you to the taxi park
He kisses you on the cheeks and says
"I had a great time,"
Gives u cash
U smile and say
"See you tomorrow babe"
He stays silent
Your taxi drives away
In the taxi u can't stop smiling
U get home and inbox him dat u got home safe
He is online, but doesn't reply
It's like unlike him, so u inbox him again
He doesn't respond
Minutes later you can't find him on your friend list
HE BLOCKED U
Days, weeks and months passes by
U started feeling sick, weak, loose weight n act strange with sores in ur mouth
U go to clinic
Get tested
Minutes later
Nurse walks in "I'm sorry. u're HIV positive n pregnant
"HOW?"
U don't understand
Reality hits u
U walk home
Scared
Confused
U go to d bus stop
U lay, hopeless and emotionless
U see death coming nearer
U look into the sky and mumble a prayer
Dat's d end of u
Don't be dat girl! Live well.Stop chasing material things.5 minutes pleasure can ruin ur life🤷🤷