22/08/2025
This photography business is a funny one. It makes very little economic sense, especially the way I run it. This is a heart-led operation and I 100% need God to help me run it.
As you may know, I decided photography was no longer for me some years back. I looked down every alley to find another way to be financially secure, but alas, nothing really clicked. But slowly, as I emerged from a slurry of sleep deprivation, bodily fluids, and square eyes from internet scuba diving, I came back laden with insecurity, but with a deep desire to be intentionally purposeful.
I have a daily battle with anxiety. And truth be told, this occupation does precisely diddly squat for my adrenals. It was another reason I wanted to give it up. If you see me in my car before a shoot and it looks like I'm talking to myself, well I might be but I'm most likely praying my camera still works and that God magically gives me good ideas. And He does every time.
It ain't me, its all Him.
And the more I surrender the details, the more I am amazed at the coincidences.
At this stage of my life my only prerogative is to serve, and reflect the light I rely on. I am a wildly imperfect vessel, but I'm trying. As long as I am given the tools to do it, I'll keep serving in the hopes that I am purposeful and that I bring some kind of light to the party.
✌🏻
