25/10/2024
The last story triggered me
My dad left mom for another woman, and my relationship with him was okay cos I'll visit him where he stays and all will be well until this fateful night.
He came to the room I was in and sit on the and I was sitting on the chair. The was tsali/blanket on the floor he then told me to lie on the floor ( I was 19 yrs). He told me to undress, i did and left with the panty and he undressed it. He took out Vaseline to lotion me until he got to my private part. He then moved his hands to my private parts. Tears were flooding down my face ( even now), I couldn't scream. Then he helped himself when he was done he told me to dress. I spent the whole night and next day locked in my room crying. The next day he came to the room and said I must write my emotions, I wrote 2 full pages and he later took it.
I stopped visiting him. After few years I visited him again. He was staying at work alone and the plan was to confront him but he did the same thing. I would just lie there and he'll help himself.
Worse thing is that after I left he'll text me asking how it was. I couldn't respond, I didn't know what to say to him, he was my father he was not supposed to do that. He broke my heart in pieces. He broke my heart before any man could. My love for my father was nothing to do with s*x. I completely stopped visiting him and he will just text asking how I am, the communication was always open but was never the same.
I never got to confront him but as I type this I think it's about time I do it. I think it's about time I ask him why he did it. Why me? I ask myself if he did the same thing to his other daughters from his wife or it was just me?
By the way I'm 40 yrs now and it happened when I was 19yrs then again when I was 25 yrs.
