07/11/2019
My glam posts are definitely the ones I’m more comfortable posting. The ones that take about 100 shots before I decide it’s worthy of actually posting.. no seriously my camera roll is absolutely ridiculous sometimes..
ok all the time 😂
But this has been my current reality and I want to share that.
No make up. No filter. No glam.
This is ME.. and this has been me on a regular basis lately. Makeup has taken a backseat to the tasks of daily life and enjoying any moment I can of summer with the ones I love.
Life has been harder lately— I feel like I am constantly juggling a million things at one time, and I try to keep all the balls up in the air but sometimes I fail. I fail as a mom, a girlfriend, a friend, a daughter.
Life can be hard... but we have to remember to GIVE OURSELVES A DAMN BREAK!
Layla is in summer school and summer camp— but the changes in our life have been hard on her. She’s still behind in reading at school and she knows it and I see it affecting her confidence and her overall behavior some days. She’s also adjusting to having my boyfriend around a lot since it’s basically been 10 years of just her and I— and having to share mommy with other people has been a struggle for her but we are working on it.
I truly have to count my blessings that I am able to be around much more than I used to— to be there for her and help her thru this tough time.
But there are some days that I have ZERO and I mean ZERO patience. I feel like I’m on a hampster wheel of never ending to dos and I get overwhelmed and irritable.
Some days I get absolutely nothing that I want accomplished... but I’m learning that ITS OK!
ITS OKAY to not be perfect. It’s OKAY to not have it all together all the time! It’s OKAY to hide in the bathroom from your family with a big glass of wine and take a deep breath... WE DESERVE A BREAK! 😝
We’re all just doing the best we can. And if somedays we fail, ITS OKAY! We are human. Our children aren’t going to remember the dirty dishes in the sink, or the laundry that didn’t get done. I’m learning to live more in the moment and not in the future because I did for years.
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