
08/31/2025
Long ago, after the newcomers came with their papers and pens, they gave our people something strange. They said, “This is how you will know who you are.”
They brought a stick. But it was not whole. It was cut and cut again—half, quarter, eighth, sixteenth—smaller and smaller, until almost nothing was left. And they told us, “This is you. This is your child. This is your grandchild.”
But our old ones looked at that broken stick and shook their heads. They said, “No. That is not us. We are not pieces. We are not splinters.”
Still, the stick was carried into our homes, into our councils, into the pockets of our young people. It was written on their cards. Some even began to believe it.
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One day, a boy sat by the fire with his grandmother. He held the card in his hand, the numbers and fractions heavy on it. He asked her, “Kokum, am I really just one-quarter?”
The grandmother looked at him with gentle eyes. She pointed to the flames.
“Tell me, grandson,” she said, “when this fire burns, do you call it a quarter fire? Do you say it is half a flame? No. A fire is a fire. And you, my boy, are nehiyaw. Whole, alive, burning bright.”
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The boy looked closer. He saw how each stick on the fire, no matter how small or crooked, was taken in. The flames did not ask, “How much are you?” They welcomed all, and together they became a great fire.
That is our way. Not the way of fractions, but the way of the circle.
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When the people returned to the lodge and remembered this teaching, they put away the broken stick. They said:
“Our children are not eighths. Our grandchildren are not sixteenths. They are sacred bundles, given whole. They carry the songs, the laughter, the prayers of our ancestors. They are not less. They are us.”
And so the circle grew strong again.
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Even now, my relatives, we are living this story. We are walking not backward, but inward—toward the center, toward the fire. And when we arrive, all of us—mixed families, adopted children, those who married across nations—we will sit together. Not as fractions, not as outsiders, but as relatives.
The fire will not ask, “What part are you?” It will only ask, “Are you ready to keep the flame alive?”
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So let us walk home that way:
Whole. Undivided.
Still nehiyawak.
Still here.
And stronger than ever.
—Kanipawit Maskwa
John Gonzalez