11/03/2024
💜💜💜 this is my granny and me when I was tenie-tiny! She was my rock. My “second” mom when my mom wasn’t around. My dad when he wasn’t around, my granny, and auntie and everyone else a child needed to survive. She was my everything.
Without her I wouldn’t have made it through my childhood, and much of my teenage years.
She passed when I was 19. I still remember the last day I saw her & somehow I knew it would be.
I didn’t know I was a medium back then. I just thought I saw and heard strange things and the church taught me that it was all evil. So, of course, I was fearful of anything that happened around me I couldn’t make sense of.
Shortly after she passed strange things happened, like the TV turning off or on by itself. Sometimes many times in a row. Lights flickering, doors opening, shadows appearing, sounds of footsteps…I prayed it would go away. Thinking there was something wrong with me and I had “evil” spirits around bc I was a “sinner”.
Last year, almost 24 years later as I’ve been actively working as a medium and embracing my gift, understanding it was never evil spirits or negativity that caused these encounters, my granny came through for the 1st time during a meditation and told me she was the one making all those noises and turning the electronics off and on to get my attention. I laughed remembering all the things that happened & now knowing it was her.
She in spirit, knew I was a medium and was attempting to contact me bc she could tell I would notice her from the spirit side. Which, I did.
However, bc of my programming of fear, I dismissed it as evil and never got to have contact with her then.
I think of the many years of grief we all go through thinking we’ve lost loved ones for good. When maybe in reality they are even closer than they ever were in their human form. I don’t feel my granny around to often, but I do sense and feel my dad, and his mom, my grandmother who are 2 of my spirit guides, and can honestly say, I feel closer to them now then I ever did when they were in human form.
Many of us have loved ones in spirit who take on the role of being our guides and we may not even know it. I always try to help my clients understand that it’s okay to grieve our loved ones who passed, and we need to grieve them. It’s a natural emotion to loss. But, also know, that our loved ones don’t want us to stay in that grief and low vibrational emotion. When we shift into a higher frequency is when we get to develop a closer connection with our spirit guides and loved ones in spirit.
Bc I know the holidays can be hard, especially when grieving, I want to help a few people raise their vibration so they can began to have these relationships too and maybe open up contact with their loved ones as they move through this season.
I’m planning to offer a huge discount on my Raise Your Vibration 7 week course to anyone wanting to work on releasing lower vibrational energy keeping them stuck or unable to work with their higher self and spirit team.
If you’re interested at all, reach out 💜