11/27/2025
At times it felt like the race organizers (looking at you ) had intentionally chosen difficult elements, even when there was a more direct path, an easier terrain, when there was no need to pull yourself up a 10ft climb by your fingernails, but why not?
I felt exasperated, but so much gratitude for the opportunity to do what I said I wanted. My Achilles was holding up beautifully, and the times I did roll my ankles, they snapped back easily, no pain.
I did take in the gorgeous views. I did feel the presence of nature all around me. I did stop to take photos. It wasnāt the 30 seconds I said, but I was still doing it.
Even when I struggled, I still held those snapshots of presence. Taking in moments of immersion I felt along the way- listening for baboons in the botanical garden, the respite of few seconds of smooth trail, the shade of trees. I was here. In Cape Town. On the adventure of a lifetime, taking it in, and closing in on the finish.
I got lost with a few miles to go, and after a call to Ryan panicking, I ran the half mile back up the mountain (into the headwind) to reconnect with the course for the final climb that was so steep I had to claw with my hands and tuck my bucket hat in my sports bra as the wind tried to blow it off my head. Getting lost cost me a finish in the light, and it was hard to see where I was going as dusk fell, but there was no going back now.
When you say you ran (part hiked) for 16 hours, itās hard to comprehend how thatās possible. When you hear that the DNF (Did not finish) rate was 48%, itās hard to believe that you were someone who made it.
When you think about going from a place of a 30 minute walk being ātoo muchā for your achilles to running 100k over intense terrain, it feels like it couldnāt possibly be true.
But it is, and as I crossed the finish, I thought about how far I have come. How proud I was, and how amazing I had people around me to celebrate that moment.
I had given it my all, and was more proud than I have ever been. But in the same way I knew before, yes I ran 100k, but it was the journey to get there that taught me more about who I amā¤ļø