08/25/2024
Hi!!! I’m in reflection hermit mode still ☺️❤️🙏 I’m astounded still about the Rock Festival. And I have these experiences with these great people around me. And I’m extra resting, of course. And I have these memories show up. And I’m writing so many songs in this phase. ❤️🙏🤗 healing, transformation, appreciation, self care, rest. My memories below: Studio times with beautiful musicians, people who befriended me from all around the world and shared their world and culture with me, jobs that I’ve worked at teaching me so many skills with laughter, a music festival that I performed at and was astonished by - inspiring me, la familia from around the world and everyone’s life, uniqueness, my life, my uniquenesses. Passions, creativities, beauty, heart. I get to experience a lot of people’s hearts, their smiles.
Growing up in such a struggle and in many of the rawest and rougher parts of life and humanity - I wanted different, I wanted “out” like many of us do. Life is still raw and rough, we can’t really change some of that. But everyday I choose hearts & smiles. I’m grateful for what I’ve gone through, I am capable of truly appreciating. Of navigating. Of taking accountability and action in my life. Of going with the flow. Of connecting. Of empathy and compassion. Of boundaries and self care. Apparently I am capable of giving smiles and heart memories to others now - not just singularly. I’m just astonished. I want to keep creating spaces for everyone to look forward to, I want to keep creating places for people to shine, to be authentic, to connect, to bond, to have joy, to appreciate, to be valued and appreciated, to give safety, solace, inspiration, strength. It is hard but not unbearable, it is lessons but welcomed (though it can still suck in the midst of the lessons hahah), it is transformation for me. I’m just, I’m deeply deeply moved and deeply deeply grateful. I want to chose to keep giving something special like this to myself and to everyone receptive. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
It all satisfies my heart and my nature. ❤️🙏 deeply deeply. I May still be in a shock 😂. The amount of support has floored me. Absolutely floored me. I cried multiple times happily and deeply moved. I have stories I’ll tell everyone soon. 🙏❤️🥰😅
