05/26/2017
May 19 marked exactly one year since my beloved Christian Alexander departed this realm. During these past twelve months of grieving, I’ve returned to the velvet black womb from which we all derive. I’ve entered a void of sorrow, self sabotage, confusion, rage, hurt, guilt, longing, longing and more longing. I’ve accepted, embraced and welcomed all that I felt as being a fundamental part of my very essence, my fabric, my authentic soul’s journey. It was only after existing in this darkness that I’ve been able to return to light and love—our highest states of consciousness. By releasing and honoring emotions that I’d so strongly repressed, I was able to transmute my harnessed energy into beauty and grace. Traveling, community and deep inner work are what have laid the foundation of my grand clearing, my constant letting go of subconscious blockages and attachments. And through this journey of catharsis came gratitude, an astounding appreciation for my experience, for it is through tremendous hardship that we gain strength, transforming into warrior spirits. I’m grateful for Christian for gifting me music, healing sound vibrations that we have each used to cope with our pain. Today, I’m releasing a set that I played on a sacred land, nearby the creek where we’d released his ashes. For those who knew him and those who didn’t, let us take a moment today to think of him. Press play, listen to the uplifting melodies in your ears and allow the vibrations to run through your body. Death is not loss. And love never dies. Here’s a tribute to the infinite power of love.
Photo: Sarah Qasim Khan
https://soundcloud.com/noor-ethereal-eve/graceful-sorrow-official-memorial-set
Today, May 19, marks exactly one year since my beloved Christian Alexander departed this realm. During these past twelve months of grieving, I’ve returned to the velvet black womb from which we all de