03/20/2024
Thus is a beautiful write up. I wish ad could all identify this ourselves extremely gorgeous
DEPTHS
You never knew the times I cried,
Alone no confidant or ally,
Let it go, let it out, let it flow,
The tears and I we know.
Not a friend one,
who understood,
Dug a hole in the earth,
I found comfort where I could.
So many tears,
so many doubts,
No where to turn,
ALONE
I had to figure it out.
Breathing,
well it got real hard,
Couldn't see past my own
front yard.
Feeling Helpless,
ALONE
nowhere to turn,
Only warmth felt,
the bridges I'd burned.
No one understood a thing,
Wrapped in their own cozy worlds
Never known this kind of suffering.
They all act like they understood,
Hey here's a hug you're still good,
Sending you these positive vibes,
They'll never understand the darkness I hide.
So damn easy to be so fu***ng positive and smile,
Believe you're a good person all the while,
Cameras watching show your good deed,
Look there's someone who's in need,
Saunter over get it all on film,
Smile they're watching,
Can't see the pain in your eyes,
Feed the camera and the world you despise.
I'd like to drag you into my depths,
Show you the darkness you'll never forget,
Let's see you smile after you walk a mile,
With everything I hold inside and spare you from.
Donsdottir Gayla 11/07/2024