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12/09/2024

Oh my goodness I’m in loooove with all of our new family photos from 😍 which one should I blow up on our wall!? I can NOT choose just one 🥹

11/30/2024

SO THANKFUL for my sweet husband 🤎 I’m so grateful to have you as my best friend through all the ups & downs of life 🙏🏼 my heart & belly are full 😉 Hope you all had a happy thanksgiving weekend 🦃🍽️🍁 so thankful for this incredibly kind community 🥺🤎

11/21/2024

Josh always said he felt like he was going to be a “girl dad” 🥹 the thought of him with our lil girl makes my heart explode. I think he’s going to be wrapped around her finger 🩷

11/16/2024

All 4 of my favorite people in these photos right here 🥹😭 Also shoutout to who took these photos while she was visiting a couple weeks ago. I’m in love with all of them 🥹😭🫶🏼

11/13/2024

Realized i never shared these special gender reveal photos with the kids that took a couple of months ago 💕💕💕 Their reactions were everything 🥹

Just wanted to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for all of your kind words & messages from my post about our pregnancy complications i shared last week 😭makes me so emotional & I’m just so grateful for such a kind and caring community on here 🙏🏼 these weeks have felt overwhelming & i’ve struggled to show up on here like usual but just wanted to say that I truly have felt all of your love & prayers🙏🏼🙏🏼

11/07/2024

TRIGGER WARNING: Pregnancy Complications

We got some hard & unexpected news at my last pregnancy scan at 26 weeks to check on my placenta previa position. (Baby girl is doing great thankfully 🙏🏼) At my scan prior to this one, my doctor felt optimistic that my placenta would resolve itself by now so I went in to this scan very hopeful. (They said it was just the tiniest edge of my placenta that was covering my cervix) They decided to do an internal scan this time which is more accurate with being further along in pregnancy. They said that my placenta is actually in a much worse position than originally thought. Apparently both ends of my placenta are wrapping around my cervix & I have a completely central Placenta Previa.

I’m high risk for preterm labor right now & the specialists say I only have a 50% chance of making it a month early. If I have any bleeding, they will deliver baby girl right away with an emergency c section 💔 If I do make it a month early, I will have an emergency c section then, most likely around the New Year. I asked if there were any odds of having a full term, natural pregnancy & they said only 10% chance. They had only ever seen 1 case like mine in 30 years of practice that had gotten better😔 I was told there’s nothing I can do to help this, & that best thing to do is to stay on pelvic rest (no seggs or exercise besides walking & swimming) to prevent bleeding.

Since this appointment I have been desperately searching for second opinions & things I can do to help this situation. I’ve been talking with a few different midwives & natural doctors who have helped me feel more hopeful. I’m determined to do everything I can to keep this baby girl cooking & to visualize a natural delivery🙏🏼 I believe in miracles, prayers, & manifesting 🤍🤍🤍 would love hear from anyone who has been through a complete central Placenta Previa that got better? Would love to hear what you did that you feel like helped move the position into a good place!? 🙏🏼

**please no scary birth stories about this as I’m sensitive to all of this & trying to stay in a good mental place🫶🏼

11/01/2024

10/29/2024

Our family halloween costumes throughout the years🥹🥹 Starting with my personal favorite 🤍 can you guess our family costume this year!? I’ll give you a hint - 💛😉 vote below your favorite halloween costume of ours throughout the years! 👇🏼

10/27/2024

The first time I heard Taylor Swift was when I heard her single Tim Mcgraw on the radio. I was in middle school & just moved to a new state & felt so alone & insecure as the new kid in school. Taylor swift’s songs, “Tied Together With a Smile”, “A Place in This World” and “The Outside” made me feel like i wasn’t the only one feeling lonely & that didn’t fit in. I would listen to them on repeat & it felt like i had a friend who was going through the same things as me. Taylor Swift did a show at a park by my parents house(it was $5 😮)i got to meet her & take pictures :) ) made my 14 year old self’s year!

Throughout the past 20 years Taylor swift has always came out with songs that perfectly described my feelings & situations at the times I needed them 😭 whether it be silly boys in high school, to getting married, to losing friendships, to shifts in religious beliefs, to going through miscarriages & infertility- her music has always helped me feel less alone with whatever i’m going through🙏🏼 I feel like the luckiest girl in the world that I got to go to the Eras tour in Miami. ( & take our baby girl who was kicking allll night long 💖) The first surprise song was TIM MCGRAW. I cried because it felt meant to be & like a full circle moment 😭 Thanks for the best night ever 💖💖💖 (swipe to the end for the pic at a park with Taylor when I was 14 & incredibly awkward lol)

10/14/2024

Another photo dump from our stay at 🌴🌴this place is magical✨ also baby girl is 24 weeks now 🩷 this second trimester has been flying by!!

10/03/2024

I’m having his babyyyyy🤰🏻 our sweet rainbow baby is coming January 2025 🥹🌈 my heart is bursting with so much gratitude that we get to grow our family 💕

09/26/2024

Photo dump from the first half of my second trimester 💛 + a lil recap in photos:
1 : Finally shared our happy news that we will be a family of 5 soon. This pic makes my so happy 🥰
2-3 : every time we got to see baby made me so happy, this was back at 15 weeks pregnant🥹
4-5 : tried to get out of the house as much as possible because the fresh air helped so much with my crazy morning sickness 🙏🏼
6 : the boys finished up doing their preschool homeschool group with their friends they’ve been doing for a year now. We already miss doing this!
7 : does anyone ever not want to clean up your kids messes because someday I won’t have tiny handprints on the mirrors or forts all over the house 🥹
8 : A tiny lil turtle showed up at our house 🐢 this has never happened before! We made sure it got back to the water safely🙏🏼
9: baby’s growing fast & trying to document it 💕
10: The 1.5 age gap at these years are just getting more fun, love watching them laugh & play together 🥹
11-12: We found out baby is a GIRL 🌸 cutest cake from
13: We started our first lil garden👩🏻‍🌾 the boys love watering it & watching it grow 🪴
14: Indi’s slowly morphing into ’s twin does anybody else see it? 😍 those CURLS 🥹
15: Saw It Ends With Us with girlfriends & thought it was SO good 🙌🏼 have you seen it?
16: Ice cream dates with my boys 🍦
17-18: yummy dinners with friends 😋
19-20: trying to soak in every moment as a mom of 2 with these boys I love with my whole heart 💕💕

09/17/2024

Finding Out I'm Pregnant with Baby 3 🥹

08/13/2024

Our First Fertility Treatment Vlog (Raw and Real) 🙏🏼

08/08/2024

We're Doing Our First Fertility Treatment 🙏🏼

07/27/2024

Q+A with My Twin Brothers - Things I Never Knew

06/26/2024

Little dump of josh’s Triathlon! So proud of you’re AMAZING & we love you so much 💕🫶🏼