12/14/2025
Tonight I'm working it out on the solos for the new song. Truth be known I haven't been doing much of anything with it for a couple weeks. I had this notion that I wasn't putting anything together that meant anything. It wasn't heavy enough, or it wasn't catchy enough. You could list a thousand other reasons why I was struggling. And the truth was that I was caught up in the worry. I was worried about whether anybody would like it. If it would fit into the expectations of the public at large. If it had enough teeth to bite on and claws enough to hold itself up. I worried that it wasn't as good as....And then out of nowhere none of it mattered. If I change my song, my way of expressing my music, for likes, clicks, the clout....then it's not my song to you anymore. It's just click bait. It's all for clout, it would be for all the wrong reasons. I'm not being very truthful to myself, as well as, not staying honest with you all. So I fired up the mill, grabbed that white, beast of a guitar and went to work. I'm writing and recording this stuff as a way to express my own mind, life, and experiences with you all. Some will like it, some won't. Some probably will have no clue I even exist. And all of that is fine. I have my little family including the doggo's in the wings. According to my page there are 75 people that follow this page. I can accept that only 6 or 7 people out of 75 will like or share it. That's still better than 0. My hope is to have this song done and released as a single very soon. I know I keep saying that I want to get back to making videos, and I will. It's just not in the cards at the moment. Until then be good to each other, love you all, and I will see you on the other side.