03/14/2024
On the inside, my heart is so broken concerning acceptance. And how it took so many decades to put the missing puzzle pieces together to see the REAL picture clearly. Also understanding that the puzzle was deliberately scrambled and omitted pieces on purpose so certain entities could hide under a new identity. Moving forward understanding I’ve been in this thing called life mentally, emotionally and spiritually since I got here. Having to figure out almost EVERYTHING has been exhausting to say the least. I was supposed to crack and fold many times under the pressure…and when I didn’t, I was resented for not folding.
Love on who GENUINELY loves on you, privately and publicly! Don’t let the constructs of what society tells you who’s supposed to love you get you caught up! Learn to healthily love on yourself as best as you can and make family with whomever God puts in your path to love you righteously, on/with purpose!