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01/25/2024
‼️PSA: I have some things to get off my chest‼️
I have renounced myself to Christ. I go to church on Sundays and try to make it there every Sunday, I am doing a lot better but sometimes I feel like crap. But I’m working on myself for me and my son.
A lot people have given up on me. A lot have changed and switched up on me. A lot of people have changed their views/opinions/beliefs but …. Think about this.
How about put yourself in my shoes….
Walk in my shoes….
I grew up in the hood. I grew up in the projects. I grew up in trailer parks. I’ve grew up poor and STILL AM POOR and broke all the time. I used to be called (AND STILL DO) ugly, fat, dumb, stupid, trailer trash, trashy, you name it and I’ve been called it. I have lost myself in loving someone else MULTIPLE times. I believe people do change because I’ve changed and grew up a LOT since I was in high school. There is a lot of crap I done in my middle and high school days that I regret and wish I could take back.
I’m sick of the drama.
I’m sick of the chaos.
I want to just be happy.
I want to live my life how I want, living rent free out of everyone’s minds.
I want to be who I am and be who I want to be (which is myself).
I want to express myself and fully embrace myself.
I want PEACE.
Peace over EVERYTHING.
Do not bring me in drama and chaos and I know I done that with my friends but it was just to have some back up in case some crap went down. Excuse me for trying to gather my friends and loved ones to support me because isn’t that what having a “village” is all about?….
But anyways I’m rambling on.
Rant over.
