04/13/2024
Last picture is the week I gave my life to Jesus 🥹 I LOVED (and LOVE) this Bible. His goodness is SO NOT LOST on me. I am SO thankful for my relationship with Him.My story could be summarized like this: I was lost, now I'm found.
He absolutely changed my life. Before knowing Jesus, I used about a million different things to try and fill me.
Food, lack of food, controlling the size of my body, alcohol, partying, shopping, boys, books, and woo (enter: manifesting my desires).
There was a hole in me that I did not know how to fill.
I remember back then thinking "is this all there is?" I was so aware of my dissatisfaction.
14 years later and I'm in awe of Him. I needed Him for so much more than I ever knew I would. Two of the biggest reasons being for comfort as I lost my mom to cancer and my father to chronic alcoholism.
But I didn't just need Him just for the big grief. I need Him EVERY SINGLE DAY to make me a person who is grateful, content, patient, kind... He teaches me how to love and serve others well. I need Him to help me be the best wife I can be. To experience PEACE and rest as I run this business/mission/ministry with HIM.
I need Him to help me not get swept away by the FEAR in this world. I need Him to bring me peace, calm, and joy... every single day.
Inviting Him everyday, into every area, has changed the way I experience life.
DEEPLY.
I am who I am today (imperfect, deeply loved, and full of joy) BECAUSE of Him.
I'm so grateful for many things in my life but at the TOP of the list is HIS love for me & my belief in Him.
Jesus, bring as much heaven into us as we're willing to accept, and increase our willingness to receive from you. Help us live BRIGHTLY in gratitude of who you are. When we praise you, you increase our JOY. AMEN.