Bella Rayne

05/04/2024

Y'all I got on a scooter and survived, I'M HAVING SO MUCH FUN !!!✨️🥹🎀

05/03/2024

Today I used the Milani setting spray with the 30spf. Anyone have any recommendations for spf that works with makeup? I think I'm just going to find a foundation with spf to love because I don't like the ball up thing.

05/03/2024

I'm so proud of myself, I juiced enough produce to make this amount of liquid. I could do this much every day if I felt like it.

It took me 2.5 glorious hours to savor this experience from start to finish. After I was done I made a smoothie and now I'm going ro play video games for a while.

I'm 42, and I'm just doing whatever I want to do and not worrying about paying any bills. I make a list and it makes it's way to me in perfect timing.

I'm a very privileged blessed girl who deserves everything she has. I will not trip over being because for what 🤷🏾‍♀️.

Never in my life have I EVER thought a person beneath me and I don't have to prove that either. People can think whatever they want and make sure to move out of lane if they don't like my flow.

ps. yea, it's a lot, it takes time to do the things but I'm worth it. Gives me way less time to care about what other think ✨️😭

05/01/2024

Yall need a HERO/ SHERO for real 🙏🏾, y'all don't know how to do nothing but lie and harm.

05/01/2024

EEEKKK!!! ✨️👀🥹😍🎀

04/29/2024

Welcome to my rebrand everyone 🙏🏾. I will no longer be over explaining anything. Your own inferiority complex is not my problem.

I had the WILDEST most HUMBLING experience of my life this past weekend.

The lesson: no matter what you do YOU CANNOT control how ANYONE perceives you. Explaining solves NOTHING. Be your authentic self FOR YOU, it's the only way you're going to be truly happy.

The people who will misunderstand or dislike you .....just don't like you...nothing you can do about it.

Put in the EXTRA effort for the people you truly love because guess what??? YOU CANNOT control how they perceive you either. However, those are the people worth that extra energy just because you love them not for the result.

Now with all this information I've got to figure out how to forgive myself for what I've done to ME. I've got to move pass this somehow.

One thing for sure that's going on the list. * I am only a bad person if I act on an action, not because what I think.*

So starting today I will be revising my morality codes ect.

I'm sooo frustrated because this feels like a super starting over process....disappointed is an understatement 😫. Oh well, on to the new because I'm not staying in despair 🤷🏾‍♀️

04/28/2024

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04/28/2024

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its FREE....for now.

This is for those who want more insight into my lifestyle.....and for those who want me to point and laugh at them 🤭

Please be reminded that it won't be your safe space but mine, I don't have time to coddle mediocrity...if thats what you want go somewhere else. I'm willing to put you on game but I won't be inconvenienced for the pleasure 🙄

Grow a back bone and be better 😌 🤭

04/27/2024

I love this new pink cami 🥹✨️🎀

The aftermath of me getting ready 🤭✨️🎀

04/25/2024

I can't have a conversation with you if tou feel inferior. I can't want more for you than you. Hard pass 🙏🏾

04/25/2024

So I was trying to be VERY self aware about my bluntness for a group of tiny people I adore. That didn't work, sooooo, I'll be ME ME ( said twice so you get it ) from now on.

IDGAF if you're slow and you don't know how to read, 🤷🏾‍♀️....not my problem. 🙂✨️🎀

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04/25/2024

On repeat ✨️🥹🎀

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04/24/2024

I'm an OG Soft Life girl.

My husband married and intentionally made it so I could stay at home, take care of my children and go to school.

I've let dusties make me feel a way for a very long time. Hanging around white wives who didn't like their husband at all. They didn't like me because I like and loved mine I couldn't get behind talking bad about my husband, that's not real for me.

Everyone wanted to get rid of their children, I didn't agree, instead I created play groups and when they were successful WW started rumors and they got disbanded....I always just made a new one 🤷🏾‍♀️

I was fat and had fashion sense.....they were mad about that too.

I was also VERY concerned with acting "too white" ( again I was a super young wife and just didn't want smoke ). My black friends equated staying home to eating bon boys and doing nothing.

Seems like I was always and forever the problem....

And I am, and IDGAF anymore...if you're dusty, lazy, have no ambition, love to struggle, be mean, be cruel, just say that.

How can a person be too kind or happy? That's not real, you're just miserable and funky 🤷🏾‍♀️

So anyway Imma keep being a problem 🙂 ✨️🎀

04/24/2024

It only took me all day to get here but I can do it day by day. Wish I was bold enough to go outside alone but not tryna be harassed. So I'll j8st stay in and let HIM enjoy it ✨️🥹🎀

04/24/2024

I've decided I'm gonna put on some makeup. Probably, ....I really am though....

04/24/2024

Who's up doing their face routine? Pretty girls check in 🥹✨️🎀

04/23/2024

I hope Beyonce disrespects TF out of them in sing song. Tryna play in her face....disgraceful 😒😒😒

04/22/2024

I've played in my own face so long that this is now what I have to deal with. I need to be sedated.
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04/22/2024

Recovering from deep trauma is VERY layered I'm finding out. I can do hard-ish stuff.

04/21/2024

we like 5lbs from here

04/20/2024

🎀✨ I'm really a sensitive lil bean, but sometimes I cosplay an evil b***h ✨🎀

04/18/2024

I resonate with this HEAVILY. I'm just now getting to the point of acceptance and I can feel that grip of shame lifting.

I've been posting more things lately and whew. I won't get over it if I don't face it and I'm not doing this to myself anymore.

Next year I'm going to be a BEAST ✨️😌🎀

04/18/2024

You have COMPLETE CONTROL of your narrative, DO WHAT YOU want to do! Go be HAPPY 🎀

04/18/2024

I went out today, and I definitely did ignore every time someone tried to start a conversation. Nah, ion talk to random 👻. I'll make you feel like you're on the other side 🤭

04/17/2024

Other people's good news fueled me to hang on so many times. You jealousy people make zero sense. Good news means it exists for you too!!!

04/17/2024

You can't expect girls to be girl's girls when they're not even supportive of themselves. They can't give what they don't have🥺

04/17/2024

THIS THIS THISSSSS!!!!!

For me, none of it would have happened had I been confident in myself. I would have never played in those lanes in the first place.

The people I encountered actually responded as they should have because it was me, I was the issue 🤷🏾‍♀️

When you go places you don't belong it creates not so great side quests.

Certain chemicals alone are amazing but when they interact with the wrong chemicals they become VERY toxic.

Vinegar and peroxide as standalone chemicals are fine, mixed it's not okay.

You can be as bright and shiny as ever but that doesn't mean you belong everywhere.

I had been placing myself in soooo many conversations that are just not for me.

I don't belong in struggle places at all....which is why I was snatched from there immediately. What I saw there was solely for learning purposes to refer to later, that's it.

I was forever trying to go back and hang out and help. I was brought out for a reason.Going back to Dilly dally was not one of them lol

I am a person who loves to Dilly dally. I am meant to Dilly dally, it is my mission in this life and I gotta stop fighting it.

Just because you've experienced toxic struggle doesn't mean you were made for it 🙏🏾.

I was meant to struggle with putting on pretty clothes, which lipstick to buy, how to do my hair, what new hobby to begin. These are the only mundane things that should furrow my brow.

I am one of the fortunate ones and is it fair...no, but life isn't fair.

I am actively forgiving myself for not respecting that about myself, I am truly soooo sorry and I will be making it up to me for the rest of my life graciously 🥹✨️🎀

04/17/2024

I am the biggest example of "That's not for you at this time".

I have been soooo protected from myself. I have wanted things and they seemed to not take off how I saw it.

THANK YOU FOR THE PROTECTION.

if any of that stuff would have happened I would have been MISERABLE.

Its like now I have the understanding and I'm able to hold all the things that are for me. I remember being so hard on myself.

Just trust that if it's for you it will happen. What is meant for you will be yours ✨️🎀

06/17/2022

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06/15/2022