Kuya Natnat

30/07/2024

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The biggest lesson in my life is that I worry a lot—about my life, my future, my needs, and many other things. However, God continuously reminds me that He is just, all-powerful, and loves me so much that He desires a future for me. I hold on to that promise until now: "all things work together for good to those who love Him."

For instance, during our trip to Thailand, I was overwhelmed with worry to the point of experiencing short-term memory loss. I forgot my phone's password and tried everything to remember it because I had important information stored there. Sadly, I still can't recall it. I also fretted over our budget, which was insufficient, and I had to dip into my personal funds to cover both my companions. The stress weighed heavily on me—I felt disoriented and dizzy at times. Yet, as the group leader, I needed to remain calm and composed. During these trials, I witnessed God's hand at work and understood why He allowed these challenges.

For example, when I realized our budget was insufficient to buy food for the next day or travel to the places we wanted to go, and the remaining money only covered our expenses for traveling back to the airport, I was extremely stressed. Another instance was when we went to Cambodia and discovered they didn't exchange pesos there. We needed to buy something for the feeding program that day, but couldn't find anyone accepting pesos for exchange. However, God remained faithful. At those hopeless and clueless times, He never left me and used other people to reach out and help us accumulate the necessary money. I was surprised by some of the people God used to help us because we weren't particularly close to them

Another one, was forgetting my password may have been a way for God to redirect my focus to what He wanted to reveal to me during our trip. If I had access to those files, I might have spent my time differently. Another instance was when Pastor Jezreel declined to drive the tricycle, which initially frustrated me as I thought he was being lazy. However, I later understood that God had a purpose—to lead us to minister to a Cambodian boy who was the tricycle driver, allowing us to share and pray with him. Now, I truly understand the meaning of the verse "all things work together for good to those who love Him."

Many significant events occurred during our trip, and I am grateful to God for the people we met and were able to fellowship with there.

I acknowledge that I am a sinner saved by His grace and am continually being transformed into the person God wants me to be.

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Yeshua haMashiach Adoni uMoshi'i.

15/07/2024

In the Fields of Faith

With weary hearts and hopeful dreams,
We tread the path where silence screams.
In foreign lands, we share His light,
Yet face the shadows, day and night.

Each soul we seek, a story untold,
With love as our armor, brave and bold.
Yet doubts assail like a chilling breeze,
As we labor on our trembling knees.

The language barriers, the culture clash,
Moments of joy, and trials that crash.
Yet in each struggle, His presence we find,
A whisper of peace that calms the mind.

Through barren fields and crowded streets,
We sow the seeds where faith competes.
For every heart that turns away,
A glimmer of hope still lights the way.

Though weary hands may falter and shake,
We rise again for His glory’s sake.
In every challenge, we stand tall and true,
For Christ is with us in all that we do.

13/06/2024

Shalom!

Thank you po for your prayers and support to our next mission in Thailand, we will be able to minister there for 1 week before the conference and able to share and experience His goodness.

07/02/2024

MY PERSPECTIVE ON FAITH AND BELIEF:

While I may not be well-versed in many areas, I am certain about what is beneficial for me. Embracing faith in God offers me solace, direction, and a sense of fulfillment in my life. Preferring belief over disbelief, my faith serves as a compass guiding me towards goodness and providing me with a beacon of hope. Even if my convictions were to be proven wrong, I find comfort in living a life filled with the boundless joy and contentment bestowed upon me by my divine Creator, allowing me to navigate life's journey with tranquility.

16/01/2024

If God is real, why did He allow me to suffer?
As we know, God is omnipotent and omniscient—an all-knowing God in control of everything. Why did He allow bad things to happen if He is a loving God? Firstly, God's plan for us is to be with us forever. That's why He created the Garden of Eden, where we had a close relationship with Him, feeling and seeing His glory. We were blameless at that time; we didn't get sick, lust after one another, or experience depression and suffering. However, since we desired to replace God and chose to depart from Him, we suffered the consequences—the result of the fall of humanity. Curses and pains entered our lives, and being away from God allowed the devil to work its way. That's why we need God; we need to return to His presence for protection from the evil one, as the devil seeks to harm and destroy.

09/01/2024

Why do churches sometimes become environments filled with toxicity?

Have you experienced a congregation where many members appear judgmental and exude negative energy, leaving you feeling suffocated, prompting your decision to step away and declare that you won't return?

This situation often arises when the focus of the church deviates from Jesus. Instead of centering on Him, there is an emphasis on personal righteousness and assessing the faith of others. It's important to recognize that none of us possess inherent righteousness; it is through Jesus within us that we attain righteousness, not through our own endeavors. Consequently, when encountering a brother or sister struggling with a particular habit, it is essential to refrain from criticism. Following the example of Jesus, corrections should be made through love, not aggressive criticism, emphasizing the lesson of humility that Jesus taught.

We gather in church because, on our own, we may struggle to fully comprehend God's desires for us. The church represents our brothers and sisters who, like us, place their faith in our Lord Jesus Christ, acknowledging our shared struggles and sins. Within this community, we mutually strengthen one another, and through this fellowship, God guides us to discern His will. Church serves as a place for spiritual growth and fellowship, ultimately functioning as witnesses of Jesus Christ in Jerusalem, all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the world. So, the crucial reminder is to always focus on Jesus."

04/01/2024

In the discourse surrounding belief systems, the perpetual debate between faith in something and faith in nothing has been a subject of contemplation for many. It is universally acknowledged that human arguments often fall short of definitively resolving such matters, leading individuals to embrace a stance grounded in faith. Faith, in this context, becomes a common denominator – an acknowledgment that, irrespective of our ability to empirically substantiate our beliefs in something or nothing, we inherently operate on faith.

It is essential to recognize that we all possess faith, whether in a tangible belief system or an absence thereof. The crux of the matter lies in acknowledging and respecting the diverse array of beliefs that individuals hold. In navigating this intricate landscape of faith, one might assert the importance of embracing personal convictions while maintaining a profound respect for the convictions of others.

Thus, I propose that we navigate this mosaic of faith by encouraging a collective ethos of belief in what resonates personally. Moreover, fostering a culture that respects the diverse faiths of others is pivotal in nurturing an inclusive and harmonious societal fabric.

In asserting the validity of our respective faiths, let us allow the wisdom inherent in our beliefs to serve as a guiding force. Consequently, as individuals, communities, and societies, let us be driven by a collective pursuit of truth, with love standing as the cornerstone of our shared experiences. In essence, it is through this nuanced interplay of faith, wisdom, and love that we may collectively strive towards a more understanding and interconnected world.

31/12/2023

Mark 10:45

Even I, the Son of Man, came here not to be served but to serve others, and to give my life as a ransom for many.

One of my favourite verses, Hallelujah!

19/12/2023