10/10/2024
If the feeling is gone:
I used to think that you're the right person for me until you gave me so many reasons why I shouldn't love you anymore.
I used to think that you would take care of my heart and treat me well, but then you hurt me repeatedly and you don't even care about what I feel.
I used to think that you would love me right because you know exactly how much I've been hurt before, but then you hurt me too and became like the ones who tortured my soul. You broke my heart bit by bit, and I was left wondering why you did this to me.
I decided to leave. Not because I don't love you anymore, but because I'm tired of begging you to treat me better.
I'm tired of forcing you to love me back and I'm so tired of feeling alone in your arms.
I know that you're not the one.
Because you are not even afraid to lose me.
You don't even care if I walk away from you. You just smiled when I said goodbye.
You didn't even try to make me stay.
I didn't even see sadness in your eyes when I said that I'm letting you go.
Maybe you just waited for me to give up on you. And maybe, you waited for it for so long..
