15/10/2024
It’s important to recognize that "unconscious thinking"—the kind that pulls you into repetitive patterns of worry, regret, or anxiety—arises from the ego. These thoughts tend to come from past conditioning, habitual patterns, or a need to protect or defend the self-image. The ego thrives on identification with these thoughts and emotions, which is why it can feel so difficult to break free from them.
However, "willful, conscious thoughts" are different. These are thoughts that you deliberately create from a place of awareness, intention, and presence. When you use thought as a tool rather than letting it control you, you’re no longer at the mercy of the ego. In that case, thought becomes a conscious expression of your true self, rather than an automatic response rooted in the mind’s conditioning.
Here’s how to distinguish between ego-based and awareness-based thought:
Ego-Based Thoughts
- They often feel repetitive, compulsive, and draining.
- These thoughts are tied to your identity, often reinforcing separation, fear, or desire for control.
- They’re usually about the past or future, focusing on what could go wrong, what was lost, or what must be gained.
- They create a sense of urgency, anxiety, or dissatisfaction with the present.
Awareness-Based (Conscious) Thoughts.
- These arise from a place of clarity, stillness, and presence.
- They are intentional, purpose-driven, and aligned with the present moment.
- They serve a practical or creative function—like planning a task or reflecting on an idea—without causing mental agitation.
- They leave you feeling empowered and calm, not stressed or fearful.
How to recognize the difference?
When you catch yourself thinking, ask: “Am I aware that I’m thinking?” If you are, and the thoughts are deliberate and purposeful, they’re likely coming from a place of awareness. If the thoughts feel compulsive or heavy, drawing you into past or future concerns, that’s likely the ego.
Conscious Creation of Thought:
You can consciously create thought by starting from a place of presence. In the stillness of the present moment, you can choose thoughts that align with your deeper intentions, such as creativity, kindness, or a vision for your life. These thoughts won’t feel heavy or forceful, but rather like a gentle extension of your awareness.
Example:
You may sit quietly and envision your day. From a calm space of presence, you could set an intention to approach your interactions with kindness and clarity. This is a conscious use of thought and not ego-driven because it comes from awareness, not fear or desire.
Remember that even if unconscious thoughts arise, that’s not failure—it’s part of the process. Each time you notice these thoughts and bring yourself back to the present, you’re strengthening your awareness. The key is not to fight unconscious thoughts but to observe them without judgment, allowing them to pass, and return to the stillness within.
The shift is gradual, and every moment of awareness weakens the ego’s hold.