Christine Pangilinan

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11/04/2023

It's been a while since I last made a video. I was discouraged by some people who threw mean words to me.. but thank God for the life of Jelyn coz she inspired me to do this again.

Saan nga ba galing ang cancer at paano nagkaka-cancer?

08/11/2022

Due to the new setup of facebook I wont be active on this page anymore. Please give me a follow on my main account to keep posted.
I am more active on this account.
I hope everything is well and good.
God bless you all

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04/10/2022

When you want to know God okay lang naman na magkaron ka ng inspirasyon sa pagbalik mo o pagkilala kay Lord, pero after that ang focus mo na dapat si Lord,kay Lord..sya na ang kilalanin mo at gawin mong inspirasyon ang pagmamahal nya at kabutihan syo..ksi if not matuturn off ka lang at si Lord na wala naman kamalay-malay ang kasama sa tatalikuran mo.
Remember people may and will fail you but God wont.

04/10/2022

Wala na yung fever ko pero grabe yung cough ko,dibrang sakit sa dibdib.
Dry cough sya. Ang bigat sa dibdib,hirap huminga ☹️

08/09/2022

Today my heart is broken. A co-warrior and a great friend of mine died.
I met her from a cancer support group. She messaged me when she found out that I was declared cancer free last Feb 2020,she was so excited because her treatment will be nearly done in a few months too. She’s hopeful because her stage was way earlier than mine. I am so glad to have met her.
She was declared cancer-free also last July 2020. Since then we became friends, we were consistent chatmates, she shares even her personal challenges to me. I shared to her my source of hope and peace which is God.
And I am so blessed to see my friend got interested in knowing God more and having a deeper relationship with him.
She met people there in their place who helped her faith in her journey in knowing God.
We share with each other all the fears, the pains, the post side effects, the diets, the everyday battles, the hopes and even the beauty secrets to regain the lost confidence we once had..
Last year around November 2021,if I’m not mistaken.. she felt something off,she went to her doctor and they did all the things needed to be done.. to cut the story short,she had a reoccurence.. I must say,it was not just a devasting moment for her and her family but for me too..that time I was still grieving ‘coz of the lost of my second mom and then that news came.
I think no people can ever understand the feeling of a cancer warrior.
If they say that a heart disease is a traitor kind of illness.. I must say, cancer is like a horrifying thing that will haunt you. It’s like a gun that is constantly at the back of your head..that’s how it is for us,specially for people who had experience extreme treatments like us.

Doctor’s did everything they can to treat her,but in the end she lost her life.. but I will never say that she lost the battle, because as she lost her life,she gained her reward in heaven. Because she fought a good fight. And she held her faith high up til the end.
I lost another good friend and chat mate again but I will be forever grateful to have known her in this lifetime.
Fly high Jonne.. until we meet again my friend. 🙏🏻

Breakfastchocolate oatmeal w/powdered milk and muscovadoguyabano teapandesal w/home-made chicken sandwich spread
26/08/2022

Breakfast

chocolate oatmeal w/powdered milk and muscovado
guyabano tea
pandesal w/home-made chicken sandwich spread

Lunch Time na!Am to-do list done ✅tignan natin hanggang saan aabot ang energy ko today 😁😅
25/08/2022

Lunch Time na!
Am to-do list done ✅
tignan natin hanggang saan aabot ang energy ko today 😁😅

Ito yun araw na kumuha ako ng St.Peter Plan..Months before this gusto na kumuha talaga kaso sobrang hina ko talaga,sabi ...
24/08/2022

Ito yun araw na kumuha ako ng St.Peter Plan..Months before this gusto na kumuha talaga kaso sobrang hina ko talaga,sabi nga parang isang bulate nalang daw ang di pumipirma. (.sorry nalang sya ksi naunahan siya ni Lord magbigay ng clearance 🤪)

Ayun na nga..since nanay ako naiisip ko that time.. Paano kung mamatay ako,aasikasuhin ng asawa ko un funeral ko tapos un mga anak namin wala magaasikaso habang hirap na hirap sila sa pagluluksa.. tapos ang laki na ng gastos namin sa ospital madadagdagan pa para sa funeral ko..

Bago pa yan,nalaman ko palang na may sakit ako,yan na naisip ko.. “MY GOSH,100k ANG GASTOS SA FUNERAL,SAN KUKUHA NG GANUN KALAKING PERA PAMILYA KO?”

Pero thankful at blessed ako kasi DI PALA PORKE KUMUHA KA NG ST.PETER PLAN E MAMAMATAY KA NA (para po yan sa mga nagiisip na bat daw kami nagaalok ng st.peter e di pa nman daw sila mamamatay)

Andami namin gastos sa gamutan nyan pero kumuha ako kasi alam ko kailangan,bahala na si Lord,naisip ko magaalok ako para may panghulog ako.. and yan nga ginawa ko.. ngayon mag-3 ys na ang plan ko. At balak ko pa kumuha uli.

IKAW NA MALAKAS PA,WAG MO ANTAYIN NA TADHANA ANG PAGPAREALIZE SAYO NG MGA BAGAY NA HIGIT NA MAHALAGA KESA DYAN SA IBANG HINUHULUGAN MO 😝✌️ (bati po tayo 😆😁)

Guyabano/Soursop Tea + LA bakeshop breadsHaving light breakfast today🍴🍵🥖*not sponsored
24/08/2022

Guyabano/Soursop Tea + LA bakeshop breads
Having light breakfast today🍴🍵🥖

*not sponsored

Magandang umaga madlang pipol 😁Salamat Ama sa paggising samin at sa maagang biyayaSa buhay at lakas at maayos na kalusug...
24/08/2022

Magandang umaga madlang pipol 😁
Salamat Ama sa paggising samin at sa maagang biyaya
Sa buhay at lakas at maayos na kalusugan, Salamat po 🙏🏻

Rakrakan na uli today
Ngayon lang ako nakapagpost pero nakapagalmusal na ako, nakapagbayad na ng mga hulog ng planholder sa St.Peter, nakapagship na ng order sa shopee,nakapagayos na ng shelves at ng munti kong stock room plus nakapagsalang na rin ng mga damit paninda na ned labhan. Cost cutting ako e haha ako na maglalaba papadryer ko nalang later 😂😂😂

After ko magpost nitech ligo na para makapagpost na ng mga ibang items habang nakaaudio stream hehe.. audio muna mga lalabs ha,tapusin ko lang posting ko ng paninda. Tapos nun pictorial na uli ng mga damit paninda.

Game na!

P.s.Salamat sa aking co-cancer warrior,friend at sa2 sa maagang pagbisita at pagcollect ng bayad.

Kaming mga cancer warriors nga di sumusuko patuloy na lumalaban at nagpapatuloy sa grasya ng Diyos ikaw pa ba? KAYA MO YAN, KUNG ANO MAN YAN! Walang imposible kay Lord ☝️Manalig ka lang 🤍🤍🤍

PPS. Pasensya na sa pagmumukha kong wala pang hilahilamos 😂🤣

Thank you 𝐋𝐨𝐫𝐝 ok pa rin lahat ng smear ko at sa loob malinis pa rin. Abdomen ultasound naman sa Dec saka bloodworks.🙏th...
20/08/2022

Thank you 𝐋𝐨𝐫𝐝 ok pa rin lahat ng smear ko at sa loob malinis pa rin. Abdomen ultasound naman sa Dec saka bloodworks.🙏

thank you 𝐋𝐨𝐫𝐝 for everything 🙏

pwede na magrelax si tinetine ♡♡♡

I really should fix my sched further.. I have to budget my time para sa lahat ng kailangan kong gawin.. When I look at t...
19/08/2022

I really should fix my sched further.. I have to budget my time para sa lahat ng kailangan kong gawin.. When I look at the things I need to do, hindi naman sya ganun kaloaded pero kapag inuumpisahan ko na,my body speakes louder than my thoughts.
Hindi pa rin sila magkasundo. 😅 Kaloka.. what to do 🙄🙀
Kaya bestie ko talaga ang notebooks at pens e kasi kapag puno na isip ko at parang sasabog na kailangan ko sya ilabas through writing what’s inside my mind. At of course correction tape kasi naiirita ako kapag andami erasures na hindi neat tignan 😂😅
Therapeutic sya for me.

12/08/2022

Isa to sa struggle ko now.. post side effect ng radiation treatment.
Levoscoliosis.. madalas sumakit likod ko,as in masakit na masakit atkapag sumakit tagos hanggang tiyan. Yun tiyan ko parang pinepress o sinuntok na di ko maintindihan.
Pero laban lang 💪🏻 araw-araw pa rin nagpapasalamat sa Diyos na kahit may mga ganitong sitwasyon buhay ako at may lakas pa rin para magtrabaho at magprovide para sa family ko.
Hindi ko kaya kumilos halos kapag painful sya pero usually di nman sya tumatagal ng maghapon na ganun kasakit. Pag naglagay na ako ng gamot sa likod humuhupa sya pero upto tolerable na pain lang din. Hindi as in nawawala. Bawal ako magtake ng oral pain meds.. yun gamot na nilalagay parang gel ointment para sya sa osteo muscles kaya hindi talaga naaalis totally yun pain.
Pero sabi ko nga salamat pa rin at ginising ako ng AMA ngayong araw.
Pag medyo humupa ang sakit laban uli,work na uli hanggang may lakas. Kung anong binigay ni Lord na purpose sakin gagawin ko ng buong puso. 🙏🏻

11/08/2022

Sometimes I tend to repeat my story and emphasize and elaborate everything.. it’s because I know that most people did not see how bad my condition was, how impossible it was for me to recover and heal, how weak and hopeless my situation was.. and I want them to at least visualize or imagine that scenario.. how dark those days are to me and my family.. not for them to pity me or to see how couragious am I to undergone such things because I was far from that at that time.. But it’s because I want them to see how big is the miracle God has done for a sinner like me.How He was able to control and turnover things as He wanted. How He made the imoossible possible. I want people to realize kung gaano kalaki ang milagro at pabor na ginawa ng Diyos para sakin,at kung sa akin nagawa yun ng Diyos,then hindi imposible na magawa rin nya yun para sayo.. because we are not so different..the only difference between us is I accepted God as my Lord and savior.. and for you to be able to do that, walang kailangan na requirements.. You just do it with all your heart and God will do the rest for you. Just stay firm in your decision of making him the Lord of your life and He will walk you through..
Don’t lose hope and never put your faith in anything or anyone that when you lose you will lose yourself too.. Put your faith in God for whatever your season might be,He will never leave you.

04/08/2022

I just to thank you Lord for waking me every morning
I remember when I was very sick before,I am sooo afraid to sleep because I fear that I might not wake up. So everytime I wake up, I am very grateful and relieved. I said, Lord okay na sakin kahit nakaratay ako marinig ko lang boses ng mga anak ko.. Okay na sakin yun.
But He gave me more than I prayed for. I cannot thank him enough because I know I am not worthy of the favor He has showered me,but still He did. Everyday I look back on that moment everytime there is something that seem so hard for me to do for him,and when I go back to that moment He reminds me,that He loves me that much inspite of who and what I am,who am I to displease him?
I still have moments when things that I have to do,is no longer who I was and what I was.. but his grace is sufficient. And He is the one who gave me this new life,and new me. ❤️

02/08/2022

✅Nagasikaso ng needs ng dalawang bugoy papasok ng school
✅nagdevotion
✅breakfast
✅posting konti
✅nakapgpictorial na ng 34pcs dress
✅nakapagcheck ng mga halaman pero dko pa masyado naayos,yun kalamansi palang 😅
✅nakapagsampay
✅nakapagpadeliver na ng bale order
At marami pang gawain na nakalinya.. ❤️❤️❤️

CANCER WARRIOR AKO‼️Oo madami din kaming problema,financial,family problems,mga needs na pinipilit i-meet, pagod sa trabaho,pagod kakaisip paano pa kikita ng mas maayos.. Madami akong iniindang sakit na dulot ng cancer treatments na dinaanan ko. Madami akong alalahanin dahil di maganda ang resulta namin last scan ko..
Pero di ko hahayaan na ang kapayapaan na dulot ng Panginoon sakin ay agawin ng kalaban. Hindi ko hahayaan na ang lakas at pangatlong buhay na
Biyaya ng Diyos sakin ay maging miserable lang dahil sa mga alalahanin at problema namin.
May Diyos kami na mas malaki kaysa sa aming takot,sakit,problema at Pangamba.
I am not just a cancer warrior. I AM A CHILD OF GOD. 🙏🏻

Earlier in the service the preaching was about the church and the church community.. how we are called to be in a commun...
24/07/2022

Earlier in the service the preaching was about the church and the church community.. how we are called to be in a community that has the same goal,same mindset,same mission.. to honor God.
As I am listening to the preaching I was lead back in time when I was diagnosed with a rare and aggressive cancer..
If I weren’t been a part of a church and the church ministry at that time,maybe my responve and reaction has been way different..
Maybe instead of thinking that God will be with me through my journey,maybe I will think that I am cursed and being punished.
Maybe instead of boasting that I am favored and the grace of God abounds in me,I will think that God has forsaken me.
But trully I was blessed and prepared by God before that time came..He lead me to knowing him,his love and faithfulness..He lead me to the church..and so my responce and reaction has been changed completely.
I am also blessed how my church community, my spiritual family has been the very backbone of my faith.. that aside from the holy spirit whom continually walking me through and lifting me up everytime I fall and loses hope,my church community and spiritual family are the ones that constantly reminded me of who I am,my faith and how big my God is..
And up til now I am grateful that God is continually blessing me and encouring me,providing me peace through that same church and community.
No church is perfect,but we have a perfect God that brings us to a place where He knows we will grow in faith.. but we must understand that we should not look to people but instead,look in the perfect plan of God in our lives. That we our not in our church because of the people there,but because God lead us there.. and let us remain our faith in God as we patiently wait and boldly pray for his purpose in us.

18/07/2022

They ran through out the whole region and carried the sick on mats to wherever they heard he was.And wherever he went—into villages,towns or countryside—they place the sick in the market places.They beg him to touch even the edge of his cloak, and all who touched it were healed. (Mark 7:55-56)

“They ran through the region”….Imagine how these people badly seek God because they know that when they find him,they will be healed. It’s not so far away from what we are in right now.. We are all sick people,we all need healing. Some may be physicall sick and needs healing from their body’s sickness.. some have their heart broken into pieces,hurt and in pain and they need healing too.. some are confused and misguided,and they are turning out stressed,depressed and anxious and they need healing too… Some are far worse because their souls are the ones who needs healing,their sould that are leading them to distress,sorrow,agony and darkness..

We all need healing,and sometimes even the best doctors cannot heal us,because the true healing only comes from God who saved us from our iniquities and sin.

“Carried the sick on mats to wherever they heard he was”… Sometimes in seaking God,we may lose our way,sometimes we thought we found him only find out that we are heading the wrong way..sometimes we tend to follow the crowd,the majority, thinking that the very thing we are looking for will be there..but it’s the other way around. We may choose whether we get back on our feet and search again,or get tired and be stuck on that place.

“They beg him to touch even the edge of his cloak,”…. They begged him..you do not beg form someone whom you have relationship with to heal you or even help you when you’re sick. They begged because they do not have personal relationship with Jesus,they beg because they are desperate.. they want freedom from those sickness.. How about us? Do we want that time of desperation come to us first before we startseeking God? Before we ask him for healing,how bad does we want our situations to be?

“And all who touched were healed”… this is the best part of this verse.. ALL WHO TOUCHED WERE HEALED.. no exemptions. When you seek for the healer and you find him and you start connecting to him,it wont matter who you are,where you’re from, how filty,how poor,how rich,how sinful,how dark is your past.. all of those wont matter… because when you find Jesus you should understand that He will save you,because He already paid the price for your freedom,for your healing.. he’s only waiting for you to reach out unto him.. to CONNECT. when you’re in vain and you pray amd don’t even know whom you’re praying to,I tell you God hears you,but I don’t think he will listen to you,because he cares about what your heart is saying and not just what your lips are praying for.. so be careful,because not all the time that we pray He listens,what we need is to CONNECT to him. Touch him,even the edge of his cloak.. Do not be afraid. DO NOT BE ASHAMED,because when you come to him and surrender all your hopes unto him,HE WILL HEAL YOU..HE WILL SAVE YOU.. HE WILL GIVE YOU THE FREEDOM THAT WE ALL DESIRE..

Happy waling with him 🙏🏻

As for me and my house we will serve the LORD Wala ng mas nakakaproud na makita kundi ang buong pamilya mo ay naglilingk...
10/07/2022

As for me and my house we will serve the LORD

Wala ng mas nakakaproud na makita kundi ang buong pamilya mo ay naglilingkod ng buong puso sa Panginoon..This is my prayer for myself and my family..coz one day we will all have that moment that we will realize that we’ve been so busy doing so many things,achieving so many things,looking for so many things ending up discovering that we only need God in this world. 🙏🏻 He is enough.

I choose to be thankful and positive inspite of the problems and challenges we are going through because I know God is w...
02/07/2022

I choose to be thankful and positive inspite of the problems and challenges we are going through because I know God is with me and is in charge..
That’s God’s gift ❤️ peace in the midst of adversities. 🙏🏻

30/06/2022

I will be back to streaming today after a month long break.
Taking breaks are good, it helps us breathe from the usual routines, it refreshes us and helps us be more productive.
As for me I gained few weights and been able to focus a bit more in other things. I am hoping and expectant of good things to come this coming months.. It’s nice to be hopeful again.
If you are tired, exhausted, stressed.. take a break. Even if you worry about your income and everything, you will see,it’ll be all worth it. You just need to have a leap of faith and believe that God is in control.
You know God is a very good provider, sometimes He provides for us in ways we don’t expect him to so that we may not boast and may see how great and faithful father He is.

30/06/2022

Miracles exist

Everyday miracle happens,we are just too busy and sometimes even too entitled to notice and to appreciate them.

Giant Bananas from Pangasinan 🙀🙀🙀Grabeeee super laki 😁😁😁Salamat sa bother ni ate loida ❤️❤️
24/06/2022

Giant Bananas from Pangasinan 🙀🙀🙀

Grabeeee super laki 😁😁😁

Salamat sa bother ni ate loida ❤️❤️

Some of you maybe struggling right now trying so hard to make things work,to make things right.I encountered being so da...
24/06/2022

Some of you maybe struggling right now trying so hard to make things work,to make things right.I encountered being so damn sick at the point that I do not know if I will still be getting better or am I just wasting my time fighting.I experienced feeling frustrated because it's as if even I put my all in everything I do I still end up with same results.I had times when I was so near on achieving my goals then suddenly things don't work how I expected them to be.I feel tired of being strong.I am exhausted of thinking about everybodyelse before me..

But one day,God talked to me and he explained to me that what I am stressing about are non sense.. So I was like,"What do you want me to do?I am a mother,I am a wife,I am a friend,I am a business woman,I am doing everything I can but nothing is working."..and He answered.. "Where am I in the picture? Have you ever thought that maybe the battle is not yours to fight,maybe the situation is not for you to take care of,maybe you feel responsible for everythjng but truth is,the task was not made for you.".. Then I stop,I paused..I think.. and I realized and I asked myself the same questions God asked me.

That's why it's so heavy because I tried so hard to be in control when all I need to do is to trust and surrender everything to him.

That's why I am exhausted because I am so prideful that I don't think that I need help from anyone,I want to be a blessing to the people around me that I failed to give them the same privilege of being a blessing to me too.
That's why I feel so tired because even at those times that I should be resting I still am trying to figure things out,I worry so much as If I can always do something for everything,but I can't..only God can.

So I encourage all of you today who are tired and exhausted..

You are not just a mother,a wife,an employee,a businessman/woman..You are a child of God and every good parent will always be there for their children when they need them,we just have to let them in our lives.. Trust that God will provide everything we worry about. Surrender everything to God,all the burdens,the worries.. for we cannot do anything apart from him. If you are encountering hardships in life right now,maybe that is also a way of God inviting you to be closer to him and feel safe in his loving arms.

These past days I have been making big decisions, and some are not going well..I can just let myself drown in frustratio...
23/06/2022

These past days I have been making big decisions, and some are not going well..I can just let myself drown in frustration or I can patiently wait for God intervention. I choose to patiently wiat because I know that I have a faithful and powerful God.

23/06/2022

Sa umaga ano ba ang una mong hinahanap? Cp mo?
Una mong hanapin si Lord kasi sa araw-araw higit sa anoman bagay sya lang talaga ang totoong kailangan natin.Sa 24 oras na binibigay nya ilang oras o minuto o segundo nga ba ang binibigay natin sa kanya?
Kapag sinabi natin na kilala natin ang Diyos,di ibig sabihin nun ay may good relationship tayo sa kanya.Hindi sapat na makilala mo lang ang Diyos ang importante ay mahalin mo sya,tanggapin bilang Diyos ng buhay mo.
Wala tayo karapatan tumawag ng “Diyos ko” kung hindi naman sya ang sinusunod natin sa araw-araw na pamumuhay natin.
If we love God we will obey. As most people say,we don’t hurt the ones we love..and if we love God we will be onedient to him.
MakasaLanan tayong lahat.. pero wag ka magalala hindi nagkamali ang
Diyos ng paglalang sayo,sadyang tayong mga tao ang mabilis magkamali at mabulag ng mga kasinungalingan ng mundo.
Bukod sa tanong na kilala ba natin si Lord? Isa pang tanong ay gaano mo sya nakilala? Paano mo sya nakilala?
By experiences mo ba sa buhay mo? Guilty din kasi ako dyan dati..akala ko kilala ko na si Lord dahil sa mga naexperience ko sa buhay ko at naging faithful sya sakin.. pero hindi pala.. the true God is a bit different from the God I thought I knew.. hindi lang pala sya faithful.. may mga rules pala sya na kailangan ko sundin at gawin. Hindi lang pala dapat puro wnjoy lang ng blessings ni Lord ksi hindi natin sya inaacknowledge kapag ganun,para lang tayong mga oportunista na sinasamantala yun kabaitan ni Lord kapag ganun pala.
If you wont worship and obey God then He is not your God at all.. You know why? Because God is faithful and merciful even to those who don’t obey and accept him. But the reward of those who obey and don’t has a difference.
Come to know him more so that you will know and accept that reward that we all need. SALVATION 🙏🏻

Happy walking with God

18/06/2022

Ilang araw nalang PET CT scan ko na naman..
Kinakabahan na naman ako 😢 hindi po dahil sa magiging resulta, kasi alam ko anoman maging resulta kasama ko si Lord saka okay naman ako this past months,wala akong nararamdaman na pains unlike before nung year na naoperahan ako..
Kinakabahan ako kasi may part po sa PET CT scan na sobrang sakit.. yung tusok ng karayom sanay na ako dun.. ang masakit yun pagpasok ng nuclear meds sa veins mo.. mga 3-5mins lang un pero grabe..
Yung feeling nun parang yung mga napapanood kong movies na nagmumutate ung tao tapos nagiging beast or monster 😂 ganun po. Parang may mga bulitas na dumadaan sa maliliit mong ugat tapos pakiramdam mo parang sasabog yun mga ugat mo.. kasabay nun mararamdaman mo din nagiinit yun katawan mo.. iba yun init nya,ksi from within,medyo makakaramdam ka rin paninikip ng dibdib.. Sobrang nakatakot talaga at nakakatrauma yun part na yun.. pero kailangan ko pagdaanan taon-taon,para kung may bumalik man na cancer ay maagapan.
Kala ng iba kapag wala na ang cancer okay na.. back to normal na..
Depende sa sitwasyon.. ibaiba yan.. stop comparing ksi wala naman naitutulong yung comparison nyo,both sa mga nakaranas na ng cancer at hindi pa..kung di nyo pa naransan yun worse,pasalamat kayo.. stop comparing ksi wala kayong alam sa pinagdaraanan ng ibang mga cancer warriors.

10/06/2022

Last night as I lay down and pray some events from the past flashed through my thoughts..
I remember those times when we first joined Victory Every Nation church.. and we joined a victory group, though we’re always excited to meet with our fellowship group,nahihiya kami kasi halos lahat sila may kaya sa buhay kami mahirap lang.
Madalas kami magfellowship sa isang bakeshop inside the mall,naalala ko nun,nahihiya talaga ako sobra kasi wala kaming pera na maiabot para iambag sa pambayad ng food and everything. Yung mga bata din na kasama namin,since maliliit pa rin sila noon, gustong gusto nila magpabili sa bakeshop,but of course wala kami maibili kasi nga wala kaming pera.
But as my faith grows and as I put my trust in God more than I do before nung hindi pa ako Christian at hindi ko pa nauunawaan at wala pa akong deeper knowledge at relationship kay Lord, the blessings overflow also.
At that time na nagjoin kami sa church,lubog kami sa utang.Yung depression ko lampas ulo plus sobrang daming family problems.
At 2019 kung kelan nakakabayad bayad na kami paunti unti ng utang namin, bigla ako nagkasakit. Stage 3C2 cancer with 3-0% chance na gumaling ako if I get the treatment,if not the doctor gave me max. 6months to live..
Para kaming binuhusan ng malamig na tubig.
Walang wala kaming pera that time.. We only have 15k on our bank account plus almost 100k na utang pa.
I remember my husband said na ibebenta namin yun sasakyan para lang makapagpagamot ako,wala naman kasi kaming ari-arian na pwede ibenta o isangla ng mabilis para magkapera kami.. but I told him,”No.. do not worry..”and somehow at that time,I know God has a plan… And I said to him,”just watch, God will provide.”
And true enough God did provided..He provided in the most unbelievable ways..
Now I am 2 years cancer free, and we are debt free also. Hindi kami mayaman,we have our struggles pa rin when it comes to money. Hindi kami yun tipong hindi na tumitingin sa prices kapag nasa grocery,pero we now far from what we are back then. And I can confidently say that we are blessed..sa lahat ng desisyon na ginawa ko sa buhay ko,ang pagtanggap ko at pananampalataya sa Diyos ang never kong pagsisisihan.. kaya everyday,day and night and all through out the day,all I can really say is “THANK YOU LORD” 🙏🏻

10/06/2022

Daily Devotion

MATTHEW 25:14-30
“The Parable of the Bags of Gold”

This is a story in the bible that clearly says, that whoever can be entrusted with a few will be blessed with more and those who have been unfaithful with few will be nothing.
For me,this is not just about money, but about everything.
In money, if you are blessed with some and you honor God with what you have and manage your finances wisely,trully He will bless you with more,because God knows that you will be a good steward of his financial blessings.
It’s also the same with our faith,if we pratice our faith and believe and entrust God everything about us.. may it be problems,plans,decisions..big or small,family affairs..everything under the sun.. and if we share our faith to others then our faith will grow.
And also in all of the aspects of our lives.
Some may say,I have been faithful but I was not blessed with more.. I experienced that also,when I work I put my heart on what I do,I give my best but at the end of every journey,I always seem to fail reaching my goal.. So I questioned God.. I said,Why is it always like that,Why am I am always not enough,where am I lacking? Am I not worthy to be blessed?
But God answered me.. “I want to blessed you in other things more than that goal you are fixing your eyes into,so that you wont forget that I am the only one that you really need and you may not lose your way and be surely get all the blessing and favor that you deserve.”
Most times I still feel frustrated whenever I dont get what I want eventhough I have worked hard enough and been faithful in what I am doing.. but the only difference now is I understand that if I am starting to feel frustrated that means that I am trying to rely on myself alone and not focusing on what God can do for me.. My frustrations has now been a reminder to me,that God is with me and I dont need to dwell on things on my own. That I dont need to worry because one way or another God will bless me whatever blessing I deserve.

Happy walking with God today 🙏🏻

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