10/02/2025
C F HOOD
Mop
As I find my days shorter (I am in my sixties), I am quietened by a force beyond me that reminds: none of us chooses when we live. I am not a naturally retiring person – I have insisted this my whole extremely retired life! I always felt that I was a creature, nascent, waiting for a birth or emergence into a world expectant of redemption. I only have the old myths. When I was young, a child of twelve in fact, I learnt in a kind of communion with the ancients the simple truth, the only knowable truth, that we live to die. Our knowledge is situated in that garden near the gate to the undiscovered country. Dear Montaigne says, don’t ever worry about death, it will teach you everything you need to know just as you need to know it. We can’t talk to death because, as Thomas Mann teaches in THE MAGIC MOUNTAIN, death and life are unknowable to one another. They have no language the other can speak. Why then are there ghosts? I do believe in ghosts. C.S. Lewis wondered once whether ghosts weren’t a great deal more common than we might expect. Some days, when we know no faces on the street around us, we are the only living being. Everyone else? The lost souls of beyond our time. Ghosts may come from the future too. The world is in a great movement towards death. It is the business of the diminished that is occurring. William James talks of a secret knowledge – the knowledge that only the pupil of the school building in the field next to the undiscovered country learns. He is pledged to silence. Dear friends? There are some. Humans know they are human because they cry. Why would a machine bother? Please know this as a poem. Poetry is greater than any of us when it is great because it speaks to a bedrock of death. When death is dead, there is no poetry. Who needs poetry?
Craig Hood 2025
[from WHERE IS MY LABRADOR?]