30/07/2021
WAR WITH WRETCH
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Shall I put it into writing while I wait?,
Shall I wait till my tears wet my wit?
Shall I wait till my shadow grow taller
than my very reach?,
Shall I wait till every dream to get rich
shed to tear?,
Water was ordinary, tasteless and blameless
until It became too salty to taste,
So that my tongue could no more drink even in
thirstiness from the dryness of this wilderness,
My mouth suffers!, what can I offer her?
nothing but wails, only wells that I can
not in my emptiness draw a single drop from,
Torture and turmoil are what is left of the
barelands of my belly, deserted by every
blood and meat but beastly vipers battling
blindly for the remains of my billow,
Now I lay in the middle of this battlefield
beaten and flatten, back against the bareness
of this lifeless earth,
In my weakness I could feel the firmness of the earth
and even in her stillness she held me at ease,
I will die of envy as I wish my tiny
dry legs could fit into the room of her
her spacious shoes, maybe lifelessness grant her
the freedom to live unbound from the vassalage
of pain.
My tongue flicked out from the dry opening of my face
licking the bland base of it, brushing the blood
stains from the gravely pit dugged by my very teeth,
this deep pit was scatteredly tattooed all over
my wretched lips,
As I lay mocked by the glaring eyes of the watching
sky, submerged in the deepest sea of last momentarily
conversation between life and death,
shall I in my lost kiss the dust and die?
shall I find my feet?
shall I hold the ground and stand up tall?,
shall I war this wretch without end?
IN the beginning, there's no end until death !!!!!!........
POET: Smile Austin