10/09/2024
[ RIP RPK ]
I was crazy about blogs back in the 2000s - my Final Year Project was a Blog Browser that would display three different POVs of a particular search term. Deep down, though, I was fascinated by how much power bloggers could wield at a time when mass media controlled pretty much the entire general public's consensus.
Enter RPK.
Raja Petra Kamarudin was a prolific Malaysian blogger in the 2000s and I was one of the avid readers of his No Holds Barred posts on his blog, Malaysia Today. He used to bash the government left right and centre, to the point of being jailed under ISA laws twice, and it really intrigued me that if anyone could be a blogger, what would make a blogger so powerful to the point that governments would want to imprison you?
RPK became the inspiration for my PhD proposal - power in blogs - which I presented to my sponsors and eventual PhD examiners. Although my finished thesis took a detour from my initial research interests, there was no question that I wouldn't have started my PhD if it weren't for RPK.
At some point during my PhD, RPK came to London to give a (highly controversial) talk, and this was at the height of his notoriety against the government. I was so excited beyond belief about finally meeting the big man himself, my PhD's raison d'etre.
However, there was a *tiny* issue - my PhD was sponsored by the government π
When I arrived at the venue, I made damn sure that I remained anonymous, meaning I didn't register anywhere nor recorded any attendances. I mentioned that I was a government scholar and I didn't wanna get into trouble - didn't wanna get my scholarship cut off! - so the organizers mostly complied.
After listening to his highly flamboyant and explosive talk, I finally walked up to RPK himself and told him I'm in the UK doing a PhD because of him. I told him my reasons and he looked pretty flattered, then he asked who was funding my studies. I said the government, then his face changed and he looked at me like I was public enemy no 1 - he probably thought I was the government's macai sent to report on him πππ Well I was still a government scholar, so it's not like I could burst out shouting "yo bro I'm your fan whadaappp" so...
It was an unfortunate don't-meet-your-heroes moment there, but I eventually finished my thesis, and I stopped following his blog somewhere in between.
He didn't know who I was, but his impact on my life is profound. I hope one day I would be remembered for helping someone discover the courage within themselves to do the unthinkable, just as RPK did for me.
Thank you, RPK. Al-Fatihah.
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Blogger RPK dies in UK, aged 74
https://www.freemalaysiatoday.com/category/nation/2024/09/10/blogger-rpk-dies-in-uk-aged-74/