05/11/2022
WHAT STINGS THE MOST
Swimming in the ocean of blues,
I'm crippled by chaos,
Nowhere to lean on, shoulders have grown cactus,
The best suit I had said 'yes' to,
The only mineral that found value on my trust,
The only bulb that lit my dark room,
Have become violent tides frosting my heart,
I found the letter I couldn't have opened,
Casting hope on perishable rose, it withers,
It aches so badly yet l want it all like oxygen...
That's what stings the most.
Gates have been closed,
Love is gone I don't know where,
Thinking of him I can't stop despite all these bruises,
I turn out the lights and cry for relief,
It’s not enough to give in for love, I say
This is the poison I'd begged for, I stay
I can't turn back from his paths, I still love but he's gone,
It aches so badly yet l want it all like oxygen...
That's what stings the most.
He's Gone... I used to breath through his breathe,
I can attest I'm suffocating...
I'll record that sometimes you can succumb for loving the short-lived,
Looking at the roof, my tears roll over my cheeks
but I still wish he was there to wash them,
It aches so badly yet l want it all like oxygen...
That's what stings the most.
Nostalgia, sometimes a prison of wild souls,
His memories was stamped in my heart,
His shadows looked real before the beginning of mourning,
Imagine looking at the mirror and seeing his healing personality, smile of angelic touch then it fades like vapour,
It aches so badly yet l want it all like oxygen...
That's what stings the most.
I, whose gifts float on the sea,
Creatures of emotions we perish,
Elephantly those feelings are alive
Kicking through my skin perforations,
I feel scars on the same...
It aches so badly yet l want it all like oxygen...
That's what stings the most.
Nice and lovely is a lotion I knew through him,
I was glowing and radiant courtesy of his art of giving,
I never knew he was also an expert in the art of taking_ happiness,
He's a snake island that I want to visit even if it's prohibited, fears all over I'm obsessed on a grave,
It aches so badly yet l want it all like oxygen...
That's what stings the most.
Dannish Mudondo Jnr
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