15/10/2023
post סטטוסים מצייצים -Orian Chaplin #
The accounts of 84 year old Tami, who’s lived in Nahal Oz in the Gaza strip since she was 19. She’s a mother of 5, all of whom she raised in the kibbutz:
“Since 7 AM I was home alone in an unlocked Mamad (a sort of indoor safety room meant to defend against rocket and missile fire). I didn’t manage to lock the door. I sat in the dark, not making a sound. Outside I could hear gunfire and voices in Arabic. In the community Whatsapp group the picture slowly became clear. There are terrorists in the kibbutz, people have been killed, and the terrorists started taking captives into Gaza.
I keep getting constant messages from my family members. I have 5 kids and grandchildren, none of which live in the kibbutz.
In an amazing and incomprehensible twist of fate, symbolically we had a final rehearsal for the kibbutz holiday. On Saturday, that same cursed Satursay, we were supposed to celebrate the 70th anniversary to the establishment of Nahal Oz.
In the main show, and you wouldn’t believe this but I’m not making this up:
Military observers that watch the borders sitting in front of screens. The screens begin showing a distorted image, and suddenly on the screen there are images of kibbutz Nahal Oz from 70 years ago!
What a nice, happy plan we were set to have. I hope someone filmed that rehearsal.
The members of the kibbutz cooked delicious foods for the holiday, and I made two pots of stuffed pepper that were in my fridge.
Friday night I went to bed excited for the holiday.
I woke up from noises and then the red alert. I closed the blinds in the whole house and went into the Mamad, like I do every time there’s a red alert. When it became clear that there are terrorists, I understood I’m alone in a locked house, but if the terrorists come in the Mamad will open easily for them.
I sat alone in the dark for all those hours and texted my kids every fifteen minutes. They begged me to give them a signal I’m alive.
The neighbor in the house next door passed away two months ago and her house stood empty. I think this may have saved my life. Maybe they peeked in and saw the house was empty of people and belongings and thought that maybe mine was too, so there’s no reason to waste their time there.
I kept hearing gunfire, hearing voice in Arabic, and I understood the situation was awful.
I live in a row of houses we jokingly call “Widow Row”, veterans of the kibbutz that live alone.
Two homes from mine lives a kibbutz member my age, 84, a widow named Haya.
She wasn’t answering messages, not even from her terrified and worried kids.
At some point my kids texted me asking if I know anything about Haya, but I didn’t know a thing. I gathered that there are families that have been taken hostage and that some people in the kibbutz were killed.
Looking back, we know that in the early morning those Hamas monsters went into the house of a family with three kids. The terrorists streamed the takeover of the house on live stream. A moment before they took the family as hostages into Gaza, they took one of the young sons with them and with a gun to his head demanded he knock on doors and ask, in his voice, that they open.
This is how they tricked innocent families that just wanted to help.
In the afternoon we started getting messages about incoming rescue, there were still explosions and gunfire around us all the time.
I didn’t know what was going on with Haya, my neighbor. Her kids were going mad with worry.
As we neared the evening, I received word the rescue team was coming for me, that I shouldn’t open even if someone says it’s the IDF since the terrorists did this in a few homes. They told me I should open only if I hear the name “Eitan.”
It was dark out, and I don’t know what I was thinking it but suddenly I had the odd thought that I have two pots full of food in the fridge and it’s a shame if they go to waste… I can’t explain what was going through my mind but factually, I made my way in the dark to my kitchen, took out the pots and plastic containers and silently, in the dark, I started moving the food into the containers with my fingers, and then putting the containers in the freezer.
What kind of idea was this? Maybe the mind wanted to believe all of this will be over soon, that the party will happen still and I need to keep the food I made fresh.
The ways of the human soul are hidden.
A few times during those hours I went to the bathroom quietly, without flushing.
When I understood that some people are being taken hostage, I decided that no matter what, I would rather die than be taken. I told myself I won’t leave, I’ll fight with all my might and hope they kill me, as long as I don’t get kidnapped!
Only at midnight the knock came. “IDF, IDF, it’s Eitan.”
Finally. Finally, they were here.
I opened the door and in front of me stood 8 Maglan combatants (Maglan – commando unit in the IDF). I can’t describe this moment.
I immediately said come drink, eat something.
They immediately said I have a minute to pack and we will run under fire to the evacuation car.
I asked what about Haya, my neighbor. They said there’s no answer at her door.
I insisted we go together, we went under fire and we knocked on her door. Haya didn’t open.
The soldiers said I have to run to the evacuation vehicle with them.
We ran, I won’t describe what I saw on the way.
When we got to the vehicle, I let my children know I’ve been rescued.
I insisted they go back and check on Haya, I explained to them how to move the blinds – Haya and I have the same house.
In those last moments they went back to Haya’s house. No matter what they tried, she wouldn’t open the door. Finally, they broke in, risking their lives.
They found her alone in the dark, terrified to death.
They rescued her, too.
Grandma Haya (Haya means alive in Hebrew) is Alive!
The people of Nahal Oz were evacuated to kibbutz Mishmar HaEmek that welcomed us like good angels. I’m with my daughter now. I want to be surrounded with family.
Like I stood up then to move food to containers, I keep asking my daughter:
Give me something to do, I just want to be doing things and not sinking into thoughts about everything that has happened, is still happening, and will happen in the future.
I’m alive, but many others are not, and we have hostages of all ages. The mind can’t comprehend the scope of this horror.
We need to be doing.
We have wonderful people.
It’s too soon for me yet to grasp what was and what will be.