Soul less Lake

04/05/2021

Looks like I’m staying here over night 🙃
Hopefully I’m better soon ☺️

04/05/2021

Waiting on blood tests...
Hopefully I don’t have to need surgery today 😭

04/05/2021

Yay lucky me!
OFF TO A & E I GOOOOO!!
It’s my appendix and might need surgery...

02/05/2021

Think I’ve been losing some weight 🥰

01/05/2021

Feeling cute!!! 🥰😘

28/04/2021

I don’t fit into Society... why am I still here

27/04/2021

I am trash.. 🗑

26/04/2021

22/04/2021

Feeling more myself of late 🥰
Thinking getting back into modelling and YouTube soon 🤞🏻❤️

19/04/2021

Stressful day needed a walk with my James 🥰

19/04/2021

Parents shouldn’t make there kids feel terrified to be near them...

11/04/2021

Domino such a cutie 🥰🥺🐱

05/04/2021

I had a lovely time at my corner shop lol
I went round for to buy some bread and the guy I speak to is lovely who works at the shop and was making a coffee and said if I wanted one and I said I like tea and said I make u one.

I was like no it’s ok no need to bother you and he made me a lovely cup tea and was just chatting for 10mins ☺️

James looking for me and seen me chatting with a cup of tea lol 😂

Had a nice chat and a free cup of tea 🥰 it costs nothing to show kindness and chat to make a new friend ❤️

04/04/2021

Happy Easter 🐣
Lovely catch up with my nan 🥰

03/04/2021

Always putting myself out for people that don’t do the same for me.. fed up of it now..

01/04/2021

Cuddles from this beauty does help when I’m feel really low with my depression ❤️

01/04/2021

Had my first iapt call..
So mentally drained from everything on how I feeling and talking about su***de.
But it’s baby steps on getting myself better and I scared to hurt myself.
I wanna be here for my friends and partner ❤️
Just hard feeling this way but as I said it’s a start to a better future hopefully 🙏

25/03/2021

So emotional drained

23/03/2021

Treated Lisa to some pjs 🥰
I don’t really have a mum that loves me and wanted to say thank you for always making me feel welcome in the family ❤️

23/03/2021

I was so skinny 😰

22/03/2021

My two favourites playing and chilling 🥰

22/03/2021

Wanting this so bad with my pink hair 👩🏻‍🎤💝

22/03/2021

Have a massive craving to shave my hair off 🤣

22/03/2021

Wanted to say thank you to ever who’s been kind enough to message me as I’m struggling with my mental health at the moment.
I’m sorry that I’m not messaging back, I’m just finding it hard to talk to people at the moment.

But I am greatful though ❤️
I just need time as how I’m feeling at the moment I just don’t want to be here. As I feel that I’m a waste of a human.. but I’m waiting for iapt for my first counselling.

20/03/2021

I don’t deserve friends or anyone

20/03/2021

Why do I even bother!
I just get used and used for my kindness.. I ALWAYS GET S**T ON!

13/03/2021

That little pink nose 😻🥰🐱

13/03/2021

TAKING A BREAK FROM YOUTUBE FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH

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TAKING A BREAK FROM YOUTUBE FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH...Hello all Just wanted to let you all know that I’ve been taking some time off making YouTube videos. My m...

13/03/2021

Hello all ☺️
Just wanted to let you all know that I’ve been taking some time off making YouTube videos. My mental health is on the blink again.. but I appreciate you all that support me and I be back when I feeling better.

Thank you for understanding, I see you all soon 🥰