05/04/2024
Being a patient with patients is difficult π
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Waiting for answers to gain a bigger picture of what's happening is best for me right now β
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However in the mean time - it's a waiting game
The pain management continues, even though things get worse.
The management of yourself increasingly gets harder as you take more on as the battle between head π§ and heart takes place daily π
The brain space π§ that Endometriosis occupies seems to get bigger as things progress, meaning it gets a little more difficult to manage seamlessly π³
Tracking everything constantly π
How's many times I go for a wee/void each day
My moods/pain/emotions- its all valuable but exhausting π
Being in this body I sometimes feel resentful of it, but then quickly remember that that gets me nowhere and the best way forward is to show it love and appreciation for what it is and what it goes through each day ππ
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All in all leading through life as 'normal' in between everything is hard - but you have to remember to look after yourself and not push or punish your body
Be patient and answers will come and a path forward will be revealed β¨οΈ
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To those going through a hard time, whatever your battle may be, don't be scared to reach out π