07/02/2023
NOT FOR THE WEAK HEARTED, CHAPTER 2 IS THIS AFTERNOON THIS IS A DOCUMENTED, VERIFIED AND TRUE STORY.THIS IS WHY THE NETHERLANDS CAME AND RESCUED ME
If you or a loved one has been diagnosed Asperger Autist like me, then you have probably heard people whisper stuff like R-eet**d, slow, stupid.
Well that's me, except I understood everything that is said, but I will usually not say anything. beatings caused a stutter, so i was laughed at so I would grab a pen I write and unleash.
So people who think that they are not heard when they make remarks about ree t**d and crazy. I fully understand everything and it used to bother me. I was kept back twice in elementary school, because I couldn't stop moving. So I was not only left back twice, I was put in the remedial class where we were physical about but no bruising. I stayed home and passed all test and I past SAT ACT and TOEFL, and no one knew because I told no one. I passed with 2 scholarships, and went to SIUE. After a while my IQ was tested it was 169
So if your child was labeled and beaten and called names, like I was then sometimes it is not the child, it is how they process lessons. So I still collect disability, because it's easier to pay me to stay home, than it is to find someone to supervise me. I worked for the school system North Side of Missouri, the worst place you could work in. I was the best teacher with the most difficult kids, because other teachers called them dumb, but I was convinced different kids learned different. So I was born with speech impediments and a lot of physical and some learning disabilities. I can speak and understand 7 languages fluently, so my lisp and stutter, my speech deviation never stopped me from learning 7 languages, so don't ever tell your child to do just one, tell them take all the courses, like I did, and because I taught myself, I got straight A's in English and I didn't attend English school until I was 14. I never did homework because my mom only had a 3rd grade education, so that hurt me, I never did homework even in college, parents you are lucky if you can assist your children in homework. My mother could not, it hindered me, but didn't stop me, but later on in life it did effect me, homework is something I never had to do, and people underestimate the importance of education. I never had a mom ask me once for homework. I fought and got expelled from school. Because if you are abuse then you start fighting in school. So I never told my mom, she found out that I had not been to school for 2 months. My mom had told me and all my teachers. "If she gets into trouble again, do NOT call me. So my uncle asked where I was and that his how I was allowed back into school for one more chance. I was allowed back in because I was intelligent, but I was also neglected and my brain was all over the place. But I was a Dutch student, Dutch everything. I switched to The British school without even telling my mom. She got a receipt for the new school uniform and at this time I would read quietly and if a bully picked on me we would fight. I passed all of my exams drunk. My first time I got wasted was age 11, so I wonder what I could have been if I had parents who forced me to study, made me do my homework made sure I was dressed properly and that I was sober. So because my mother couldn't buy me an Agenda, I was not allowed in Dutch class because my mother made 300 guilders. My Dutch teacher Ms Oldine Panthophlet forced me to leave class and I was not allowed to return to class. I hope Juffrouw Oldine Panthophlet is reading this, and I believe she knows now how she humiliated me for being poor. So I never went to class, and Ms Oldine Panthophlet had the nerve to ask me why I was skipping class. I told her you told me never to return to your class without an Agenda. I know she remembers this now, I was the smartest but couldn't afford books in class, rather than try to help they laughed and that is when I started fighting, because I was poor and small and the teachers saw that I was neglected, my mother never took care of me, they used it as a weapon against me. So I started fighting non stop. And I switched to St Maarten Academy because I wanted to go to the USA. I transferred to English school, nobody could beat me in English they couldn't beat me in Dutch. I was the new girl, uniform not ironed so I looked easy, so I would simply fight anyone who tried to bully me and I always won. I had been beaten every day from age 4 to age 11. At age 11, she hit me for the last time. She called my uncle who threatened to beat me, but they told my mother to take me after years of abuse, they couldn't break me so they feared me. I was sent to live with my mom. My mother never physically abused me, my mom who was the only person I love never ever once hugged or told me she loved me. She would just tell me how easy it would have been to get rid of me with some abortion bush. My mother was the only person I loved, she rescued me only to let me know I was a missed abortion. The verbal abuse hurt more than the beatings. So my grandmother had Alzheimers and I was unwanted unless it was to take care of grandmother or run errands. I now know my mother suffered sever depression. She came home from work never left the house. By age 13 I was drinking regularly but I got away with it. I was an alcoholic in high-school and I would teach myself at home and showed up in school drunk. I passed every single class drunk. I would have scored higher, but I was drunk. And I taught myself SAT and TOEFL and I was awarded 2 scholarships.
I don't know how I did it, but I often wondered how far I would have gone if someone was there to push me. The first hug my mom gave me was at the airport as I headed to Illinois. We didn't know how to hug, she never ever told me she loved me, but she was also the Black sheep, she was the smartest so she was pulled out of school in 3rd grade and put out of the house at 13. She lived with her brother Photo Roumou and all she would say is that he beat me like a dog.
I got to Illinois without telling anyone. I was supposed to be sitting in my uncle lap working cashier. My uncles had eyes on me. Suddenly I was gone, I had escaped. And because I escaped, they never stopped hating me, and used my inheritance money to pay for his daughter abortion, Lionel Roumou turned out his own daughters, then put his name on my mother bank book. And he thought he got away until I started dropping bombs. He r***d, Ingrid, Angela, Jessica, and Betty and Joyce who turned his daughters into wh**es then use my inheritance and THE WHOLE FAMILY KNEW. But Lionel ROUMOU WILL PAY. And he used to smile at me with confidence, because all they had to say she's on drugs she crazy. But his youngest daughter was his s*x toy and Angela was used for his masochistic pleasure. Lionel Roumou owes me from my mother's inheritance. OVER $100.000 DOLLARS in punitive, whether his daughters or grandchildren pays it. HE KILLED MY MOTHER and made moves on me because I always had a thick body and one of their hatred of me us I left before they could drug or put something in my drink.
KPSM POLICE WATCHING ME.... Anything I said they would say I on drugs I crazy, and Lionel Roumou who his wife Oriel allowed to r**e his own daughters, Oriel Roumou would invite us over and leave us with her husband. And if I Judith Roumou said UNCLE LIONEL ROUMOU would have us watch, as he would put Angela's finger on a hot flaming stove, and make her scrub the dishes. His wife left him in charge, Ingrid was the favorite because her father was using her and the mother knew. Angela was turned out by her own father, and if she didn't didn't do what he said, he would have her wash the dishes, and he would call us in the kitchen and Angela had to turn on the stove, flames to max. And we would watch him make her put her hands blistered from scrubbing dishes, she would have to keep her hands in the flames until her father told her to remove then Why? She was her father masochistic slave her got pleasure from his youngest daughter Ingrid seks ually. But he would make us watch him torture Angela. Angela had to scrub all the dishes until her hands were raw, then turn on the stove and put her hand in the flames until daddy said stop. Then she had piano practice for hours, so he was abusing Ingrid. But Oriel Roumou hated Angela and her husband was allowed to do with her what he will. My mother said Oriel Roumou hated Angela because she got pregnant and was forced to marry, so when people talking about my Uncle Oriel Roumou scraping off every cent to pay for his daughters abortions, THAT IS WHERE MY INHERITANCE WENT. While I was married Angela was F everything and anything, got pregnant by Conga, married Conga. He turned her out, left her pregnant. So Oriel Roumou and Lionel Roumou put their names on my mother's BANK account, she slowly started changing after. But Betty gave me the scoop. Two of my cousins had to abort their fathers children. But had I said anything about Mr Church pe*****le and his predator wife, the entire family made sure he put back Augusta money, my mother was supposed to die I was never supposed to know that they were calling me a w***e, to cover up the fact that the good church girl was pregnant by a married man Claudio Ellis and ALL the police knew. That's why I wouldn't trust any child around Claudio Ellis. So they forced me to return, then I got Joyce stink mouth in my face screaming at me Go Back to America. .. I said I born in St Maarten, Joyce. Ride Soraira poke back to Curaçao, Joyce had already given her cancer with her poison tongue. Yes, Joyce who they turned out so bad, wanted me to leave MY MOTHER. And Joyce drives all the way through South Reward to this day. Because Joyce didn't have a real mother, Joyce went Sundial and had to nyam Soraira for a job. Joyce Carla Roumou at GEBE envied me, while she killed of Soraira with the poison punney, living with her mother waiting for her mother to die. But Joyce first had to hurt me. Joyce had so many names to call me, standing up behind family, now Joyce never had a true mother, my mother was SOLD OUT, Until Joyce was sold out, then Jessica had the longest run, then Betty and I never knew Betty was a toy from very young... So they tried to force me to leave. And Joyce fears the day she runs into me. Claudio Ellis the police is her brother in law, but Claudio Ellis KNEW and hangs with his wife's ra**st, so Joyce Roumou lives in fear and she has a drinking problem and she fears me, I ran up on her once, I said you killed my mother because you never had one. She almost stroked out. I beat up Joyce, Jessica, Betty and Elaine, that was practice. Just has to drink heavy, but she will always worry about me. Joyce needs to go to a real pastor and priest, because if I decide to handle the woman my mom loved and protected from her own mother, Joyce knows but I am not chasing her. When my mom died all her killers at her coffin, UPSET that I was there. Joyce killed my mother then cut my GEBE all to force me to return to comfort in the States. Joyce Carla Roumou more than sided with the ones who killed my mom, she NEVER ever spoke to me directly but standing up behind whoever she would shout you need to go back to the States. TOO LATE! All they had to do was allow me to take care of my mother, but they took my mother, and killed her... because I knew about W***y Murray and more. You can be upset because your mother sold poke and got fired Mullet Bay for stealing. My mother lost her job, for beating up a woman who called Joyce mother a thief. Just like me, my mother stood up and fought anyone who messed with her sisters. Just like I went to fight Betty's bullies, and wrote her papers then she tried to pay me money and they sent Claudio Ellis the cop with payment. All illegal, because I wrote those papers, and they all sacrificed my mother and they tried to sacrifice me. And I am here still writing about them obsessively and I will NEVER stop. They will repay every single cent, Right Claudio Ellis ? You know my mother would protect your wife Jessica from the guy you allow your daughter around. VARICE ROUMOU, YOU KNOW HE R***D HIS DAUGHTER OFFICER ELLIS, LIKE HE R***D QUANITA, AND HOW MUCH DOES HE PAY THE DOMINICANOS FOR THOSE 2 AND 3 YEAR OLD YOU SEE HIM SNEAKING AWAY WITH. Detective Claudio Ellis you hang with the men who bragged who broke her in first. I heard that at the wedding they had the family code and inside joke. And all of then smiling with the groom, like they prepped her for him, which they did. So what makes me the badguy? My memories, when Jessica was skipping schools and doing or**es and threesomes, I was in school or up the hill studying. I took care of grandmother everyday. One day Jessica held her hand, I thought it was a gesture of care, Jessica said "Grandmother, when you die that ring is mine, you hear ?" Grandmother was already being slow poisoned, I took care of her her kids tried to stress her, she quit eating. Every afternoon when the other adults gone, Varice in a room with his mother. "Sign momma, sign they are giving away your land Momma Sign! And as soon as I left for college they put her in the home, and lied to me. She begged them that she would die if they took her out the hills. 16 Children she raised, NOT ONE took care of her. They put her in a home, and would tell me she was at home
Then they had Vincent invite me to Tallahassee, because they knew I would blow up. They knew she would die quickly. On the morning my grandmother died, I in Alton Illinois and my grandmother came to me early morning dream. She was smiling and told me not to cry she was happy. I awoke knowing my grandmother was dead, I rushed to work because my apartment was new, no phone. I called mommy, mommy said your grandmother died last we were trying to reach you, I told her I already knew. Nobody has to believe me, my grandmother took care of me, started showing dementia I never ever attended one party, I took care of her, Jessica was interested in getting her ring. Alzheimers made my grandmother confused and sometimes she would hate me, because I was the only one that was there she would take it out on me, Jessica was the special one, partied and slept until noon. Jessica could do what she wanted, I didn't have to take care of grandmother, but they would threaten me about putting her in a home. My grandmother came to me, knowing it would hit me heavily, so my mom just confirmed what I already know. Just like when my mom died, I knew, Emma my aunt the gambling thief that spent my inheritance on witch doctor, she wanted me to break down and cry. But I already knew that as sick as I was my mother was no longer surrounded by her abusers. Just like my grandmother appeared in my dreams in the hills. I knew my family would do everything to disrespect my mother. I almost ripped that Angelique Romou weave off. Sooo Angelique you allow your father I to go after your sisters and mothers, you were sent to tell my mother I died of a drug overdose in the street. And do you know my family who killed my mother, tried to stop me from Eulogizing my mother. Angelique Stood up, I stood up, and ANGELIQUE HAD TO SIT DOWN. Why does Angelique Romou fear me?They were sent to stress my mother to death, Sign over MY house to Angelique Romou, Angelique slept with her own father for property according to Betty, Angelique Romou married to Blackdog and together they would visit my mother to convince her I was dead. They took my inheritance and they also wanted my property. Why? I have a strange memory and I am more vindictive than any Sicilian, but they had ALREADY stolen all my money, so was dying if cancer so they decide to deny me SVB my legal right, and people saw my tumors growing saying you are gaining weight, looking so healthy.
Then they tried abducting and institutionalized me, and made me promise not to write about the police And my family anymore, or I would be held indefinitely. And the nurses did everything to break me, taunting harassing telling me my name was on the street the security guard said that the police told them I was so violent and out of control, they literally watched me antagonize, praying I would explode, then they cab inject you I am the smartest, so they intended to permanently disable me with injections. My mother was with me, possibly my grandmother too. Then I was blessed with a roommate who had a drinking problem. She was supposed to go to Turning Point, but she was White, so we ended up sharing a room, she was wonderful and turn to alcohol when her husband wanted a divorce. Her family visited her every day, to bring her food we were both underweight, so Mental Health turned and left people ill on the street, but it was a blessing for me. One person visited me, I was supposed to be ashamed because Mental Health means your stigma. Mental health foundation had to write the truth, they had to release me, after trying to trick me for weeks about hearing voices. When Mental Health kill and torture people we could hear it. I recorded EVERYTHING. What they did to an American, they stripped schizophrenics naked, and strap them naked to the reclining chair. Spray water on them, turn the airco far below zero and they leave them there screaming. I literally witness them doing everything to drive people crazy. I was never so well behaved in my life. They gave me antipsychotic after saying that I was autistic, so by giving me antipsychotic they could PRETEND like I was crazy, if I raised my voice or blogged again. They told me you blog about the police again, next time you getting injections and permanent stay. And that is why the police department is cursed and only bad things happening to them, I lied and agreed to everything, I recorded them torturing the American so hard his bed was levitating. The nurses basically stole the older people's money. One lady was in there from Dominica and she married a St Maarten man. The man died leaving her property that one of the de Weevers wanted. Who was head of Mental Health foundation Minister Cornelius de Weever, who wanted the old lady land? A de Weever. Half the people in Mental Health owned property that a politician wanted so they pay the police to arrest you they beat and press false charges against you, next you know you are PERMANENTLY IN MENTAL HEALTH. And they told me that I would be held indefinitely, even after no sign of anything, autism they say I do things in repetition. I created 100 police sites, but it was not an obsession which is a mental disorder. Repetition is one trait of Asperger Autism. So I had to outsmart everyone at Mental Health, and I did. I had to convince Minister of Health Cornelius de Weever that I wouldn't show the setting between Cornelius and Chet Euton. You understand why people are wandering the streets while MHF IS FULL. THEY ARE NOT CRAZY, THEY GOT DIRT ON SOMEONE HEAVY IN POLITICS, AND THEY GOT PROPERTY.
So of course I lied I recorded everything, I'm blogging about the Chief getting another hooked pregnant. Police at my gate, to threaten me with permanent institutions, I had a good brain and they intended to destroy it to discredit me. I told them you cannot enter my property. I already contacted an attorney I actually ran up on the Chief of Police right out of Mental Health. I recorded the Chief saying there is NO RECORD of any police at your door. He made sure my camera was off. I never took any medication, threw them away and when they showed up, I YouTube them live as they tried to intimidate me, tried to get me to leave the property. I asked them why they didn't entered illegally and kidnap me. And that stinking nurse was the arresting police girlfriend. Her job at Mental Health was to break me. I said you allowed me my equipment and I recorded your torturing that American, you stole that old lady land and you steal all her money, don't bathe or take care of her. I had to call the nurse she was covered in ants, they had her property and they neglected her and she died. I saw her daughter Glenda crying by Coliseum. Mommy died! And when I realized it was the old lady, they finally killed her.
I am the ONLY person to enter Mental Health and leave with brain in tact. Because I was bulimic as a teenager, I swallow it and relax, they would check to make sure you swallowed the poison. I would chill get up go to the bathroom and vomit. But I couldn't vomit it all, I had to allow a bit in my system, becausethey won't release you if it's not in your system. THAT is how I am the only known survivor and the Ministry of Health should be questioning me, asking to see video, but they're scared of what they will see. So they killed my mother, tried to permanently institutionalize me, I outsmarted the entire foundation, and that is when Leroy de Weever KICKED ME IN MY TUMOR and robbed me of my Tablet. I was the first person to ever dare file charges against a sitting Parliamentarian.... IT WAS UNHEARD OF I FILED CHARGES I WON, LEROY DE WEEVER still owes me for a tablet. Leroy paid so much money to overturn the verdict. TOO LATE...
next chapter Cornelius de Weever boyfriend would not stop calling me, begging me.. TOO LATE, that's why when Neville de Weever said Leroy is the one who broke back Cornelius I believe it, according to Neville Leroy more than beat Millicent he took turns on her, Neville said a big family affair. ALL OF the de Weevers bottom sky high... Leroy did that when Leroy is drunk, ask Connie. .Anything Sisters, daughters nephews, stay tuned.
