10/02/2021
I hate growing up,not because of challenges and responsibilities but because i know for sure that the more I grow my days in life are being reduced.I also hate the future,we went through a lot saying "One day.." but everyday that stupid "One day" turns into "Maybe some day".I hate dreams,they never come true,everything ain't easy as we hoped it would be..Life is something else..Life f***s everyone up..Everyone loses but not everyone achieves.Does heaven exist?I know we gotta have faith but when are we gonna have everything we wished for?I just wish I could get all the answers I'm looking for cause I've been losing hope lately.Everything I try never works.Love!??I get that a lot but it also fades away just like my smile.If god is true,why can't our dreams come true as well..Patience?I never lost it till I lost my dreams,confidence and faith.The only thing I have is actually nothing at all.I'm a nobody but at least don't judge me.I'm only human after all🥺🥺