No one sees my cry (2024)

23/03/2022

Everyday when you wake up in the morning tell yourself that i won't live a miserable life i trust God on that.

23/03/2022

May God surround you and give you peace to forget about your pain.

08/01/2022

God loves you so very much.

23/12/2021

Thixo thuthuzela bonke abakhalayo nabanezingqala.

20/12/2021

God is able to wipe your private tears away, just call upon Him in prayer.

11/12/2021

Ukhaliswa yintoni mntakabawo?
Sixelele xa uva njalo,ucetyiswe,uthandaziswe,uncedwe.

11/12/2021

No matter what makes you cry God will wipe away your tears.
Feel free to share your story with us.

11/12/2021

In this page you can share your story,there are people who will advise and assist you if needs arises.

11/12/2021

Many people are crying without anyone even notice.For those who are in that situation God us near to heart & broken.It does not matter at what time but He will surely show up.Hold on!!!

23/08/2020

Admin please hide my identity. I am single mother of 2 boys. I had my first born son whose 23 at the age of 18. I raised him in church. I introduced him to church at an early age. He was a very sweet,God loving and grew up to be very busy in church. Few years ago I learnt that he was gay. Still very active in church, and still a worshiper. l feel he forced me to accept him being gay without sitting down with me and explain what was happening to him because he brought a man home. I heard then and I called out his name and asked what is going on and he said nothing is going on. I heared them doing it and i was very angry. i chased them out of the house both naked. I've heard in the area that he was gay but I never asked him about it, was waiting for him to come to me and talk to me. After that night I we were not talking and I felt so disrespected. I asked him if he was gay and he denied and I asked him what was he doing with that guy and he said they were drunk, the guy persuaded him to do it. After that night he become this aggressive person I don't know. Very abusive towards me. Insulting me calling me a bi***h and other names to the point of hitting me. Every time he is drunk he would pick up a fight and physically abuse me. it's been happening for a while. so many times i wanted to report this to the church leaders but he threatens to never go to church again. in my spirit i feel I'm dealing with a very dangerous spirit and it's out to kill me😭😭😭😭😭. been praying to God to deliver him from this evil. last night he stabbed me. I've god knife wounds in my hands as I'm writing. this message i started to write a message to the Pastor but then was afraid and i deleted it. two years back was diagnosed with MDD (major depressive disorder) because of what he's put me thorough. today i said to my sister why is God punishing me like this. this child is a curse. he is going to kill me. why can't God set me free and kill him then I'll be at peace. i don't kjow whether I'm selfish or just angry but enough is enough. some parents cry because their children use drugs. I cry when my child is born again. it's like every Sunday he wears this mask and go to church then comes back and abuse me. church leaders please help me. I really need help. My Pastor in church does not know I'm suffering in the hands of this child.Pleaae help me more than anything to help him get the deliverance I think and feel he needs

21/08/2020

Admin please hide my identity I'm a single lady othanda Thixo kakhulu ....life is tough I'm a victim of gang r***d 24Dec 2017 it was on Christmas Eve ndandibuya kwiParty yefriend yam so ndandisele but not to much so in the middle of the night cele ubuyiswa den I will ask Driver that drop me estopini fine ndohlike ndithi I'm safe ndihambile ke xa ndizongena kwindlela eya ngasekhaya kwathi gqi umfana abuze ndiyaphi ,iphi foun ndothuke sendiphambikwakhe kuthe kusenjalo gqi 7 gangster which is 8 people ndizamile ukuScreamer so that abahlali bandive zange kubekho nomnye ovela ndava ngento indibetha ebunzi I.was very conscious ngazigqibela ngoko ukuba bandisusa njani from kulondawo bandibamba kuyo bandisa ngasesikolweni apho bandiraphela khona💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭ndandisiva ingxolo but ndingaboni ukuthi ngobani bandikhulula impahla ndasheka ndize ndalala apho ubusuku bonke ndize ndigodola ndacholwa ngumntu owayephangela kusasa xa ndizijonga bandilimazile 💔😭😭💔💔 kunzima ukuthetha akuphumi magama inyembezi ziyehla , ndididekile ndizama ukucinga but memory ayikho ndasiwa esbhedlele nalapho ndazokuthuka kwisuku lesibini ndingazi tu ,kwafika Social worker izobuza kwenzekani zange ndikwazi ukuchaza because akhonto ndiyaziyo tu ,kwafounelwa family yam yavele yathi Yona ayingeni ndawo zange ndifumane support kodwa ndazixelela ukuba kulungile uThixo ukhona ndithulile ke yanditya,yandincikiva ngaphakathi lento andithethi nam kunzima lala ndibengathi ndiyahlanya ryt ndazibona ba a.a. Ndiyafa physical kungcono ndithethe bantwini ndathetha ke ndade ndaya councilling eysh ndaqonda a.a murn ayindincedi lento kulaphoo I decided ukuphila indlela ezandiphelisa stress ndahamba clubs,ndatshaya drugs, selling my body,ndanxila kodwa kuyoyonke lonto😭😭😭😭💔💔🙌🏼🙌🏼ndathi ndiyaphala mandiye nkonzweni ngoba ndiyaphela hoku ndaqhubeleka ndikhonza but still struggling zimane zibuya incinga kubenzima lala ndive nefootstep Xa ndibona abantu abangamadoda bendisothuka ndizamile ke but ndohluleka zange babanjwe abenzi bobubi till today ndithe ke ndisajonge le into Kuba ayikalibaleki last month ndihlala notata + abatshana bam so xesha lonke yena akaboni mntana wakhe ubona victim he r***d me zange ndikholelwe kwavele kwavuka nale yokuqala andikwaz zixolela kubuhlungu kunzima ukulala ngoba zange ndicinge ba my biological father uzondenza xhoba ,zange ndiye immediately policestation bcoz ebendirhorhisa ngondibulala ndizamile to report kwifamily bakhe icala likatata mna ndandodwa kodwa ndacela omnye uSis Ukuba andincede ngecase ndithetha nje ubanjiwe lo sizovela this month eBluedowns court soxoxa 💔💔😭😭😭😭ndiphelelwe lithemba ndizibona njee ndiphila

21/08/2020

Admin life is unfair at times.My 19 year brother r***d my 9 years girl.This happened today i went to buy some groceries.I left them with my 5year old son.I did'nt take long because a had a funny feeling.I felt like crying but then could'nt understand why.When i got home my child was so down, she used to be happy when i come home.I ask her what is wrong and she cried and run into the room close the door.She did'nt allow me to get inside.I asked my brother what happened and he said he does not know.Then my son shouted and said he took her into the toilet and i was left alone and he locked the door, i heard my sister cyring and i was crying too.I whatsup my neighbour to quickly come with her husband.They came and my brother wanted to get out and i was watching him not to.We managed to ask her open the door, she was shaking and blood was coming out.I knew what happened, i asjed my brother did you r**e her, there was no answer.Then i promise to call the police and he denied.We call the police through my neighbour because he knew some.The police van arrived with 2 police, a man and woman.They looked into my girl and saw blood and my brother's underwear having stains of blood.I begin to cry bitterly😭😭😭😭😭.They take us to the police station to open for a r**e case.My husband is gone for a family funeral.My parents died 4 years ago.I took my brother because we are left both of us.Now he has decided to do this😭.My husband is now on his way back from Eastern Cape and we are in Western Cape, Somerset West.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

21/08/2020

Admin please hide my identity.I am 56 and married, my husband is 62.Ndixhelekile kakhulu😭.Apparently my husband is cheating, phofu akaqali ngumzalwana ocula kuqhawuke umqala ke lowo.I suspected but had no proof.Today he came home about 5pm wathi uya komnye umzalwana ongutata bayothandaza .Ndavuma phofu ndiqonda ukuba ndizomlalela.Uhambile ngemoto ndathi after 30 min I took another car.Ndadlula endlini yalo mzalwana ebethi uya kuye ndafika engekho.Ndahlala about 20min phofu ndatsho ukuba uthe uza phaya, but andabonisa nto.Ndahamba ndaya kuleflat athandana kuyo.Ndabona ngemoto phandle, ndamisa opposite.I phone him ndambuza usekwamzalwana na wathi ewe, ndathi kulungile.Ndahlika emotweni ndangena kwigate yemoto.I saw umfana edlula ndathi kuye jonga khawuncede unkqonkqoze apha kuba ndifuna ubize umntu walemoto ndifuna imali yam ndatsho ndixoka.Wandijonga lomfana wathi ungandixabanisi ndathi kaloku uzova ilizwi lakho then xa ndingena uzimele.He knocked then usisi wabuza ngubani waphendula umfana.Wathi usisi yima ndiyeza wavula enxibe gown, ndabe sendingene.Ndafika engekho efront ndalandela usisi to the bedroom andithethi tu.Ndafika engaphantsi kwengubo ndabuza kukwamzalwana ubani bani apha? Kusemthandaweni apha? Ndiphethe tablet ndamtshi ngayo entloko.Nantso intokazi indibamba ndayiluma ndatsho ngenqindi, yabe indoda ivuka.Ndakhawuleza ndehlasi ibrukhwe neslumber ndayophuma ngomnyango ndabaleka.
He bantakwethu ndiphume ndikhala kweechasi ngabantu.Bathi abantu ubhaqiwe yhuu kunini lobhuti ehamba apha.
Ndakhwela moto yam ndabuya ndeza k*m.Kuthe ngoku emva kwendaba ndeva k*misa imoto ndakroba ngewindow nguye, unxibe track suit.Ndivele ndazithulela wankqonkqoza wancama.Umkile ke endifungela andazi uyephi.Ndicinga ukuthatha usana lwam ndibaleke afike ndingekho.Ndibhala apha ndiyangcangcazela.And ke i have made up my mind.
Ndifonele nomfundisi ndamxelela uthi mandimlinde uyeza, lowo ke uyaqhathwa ngulo myeni and uyamthemba.please advise me.😭😭😭😭

20/08/2020

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20/08/2020

Admin ndicela undifihle, ithiwani into enje.Ndikhula ndingamazi utata wam.At the stage of being a teenager i ask my mom who said ndizomenza ntoni kuba akhonto angandenzeli yona.Andifuni kwenzelwa nto qha i thought its my right to know.This year i am doing grade 12 and irs disturbing me.Its unfair especially as a young man kuba kaloku i want to know your identity.I think my mom being very much unfair to me. She is self centered.Whenvi raise this topic she become angry to the point if crying tears and calling me names.At times i just go at the mall and stand at the entrance looking at all men entering and coming out ofana nam.I think this comes into my nerves.I have my brother and sister who know and have relationship with their father ndim ndedwa.I don't think she loves and care fir me.At times i am thinking of taking my life😭😭😭.How do i do, ngubani ongenatata nongafuni k*mbona.Please pray for me i am not feeling tight at all.As i am writing am in tears😭😭😭

20/08/2020

Dear admin please hide my identit, indaba yam inde but i will try to cut it short.I am sad, furious and disappointed. I feel like stupid.I am a young lady of 26 years am from Eastern Cape i wont' mention tiwn because it will be obvious.I met this man if God after a was sexually used by another man of God for 3 years.I left his church after i reported him to police station, nothing happened to him, you know money speaks😭.I then decided to seek for another church.So i needed closure and counselling.I attended this new church and decided to sit at the back.It is their culture that after church all visitors must come and greet the pastor.He would then ask your name and the reason of coming and how was the service.He asked if anyone needs counseling and i was amongst those who indicated
My day was going to be friday afternoon at his office.Friday i came he was nice and alone.In my mind i thought mamfundisi would be there.Okay i started telling him about myself and my sad story.As i wad crying he gave me tissue and in a polite way he said in xhosa" uthi ebezothinina lomfundisi umhle kangaka, uyasiwisa maan." Wahleka i could'nt because i was serious.He then asked for a hug yo make me feel better.Then he drove me to my place ethi ufuna ukuyibona.It was okay.sunday after church he asked me to wait for him.And then introduced me to his wife and said lomntwana udlula ezintweni ezinzima ndicela ndimbekezelele simncede.Then the wife hug me.He took me alone to my place then on our way offered me lunch.I was hungry and we went to spurs.After we have eaten he took me to my place.This time he asked to see it.He noticed some of the thinfs i don't have and offered to buy for me ngomso.I was at work ngomso not a pemanent job ke.He phone if we can go to check for those few items.Ndacela emsebenzini, off i go.He decided to go go bradlows buy me, bedroom suit, frigde, microwave, stand for tv and plasma, cash.I was shocked and shaking.I signed for me not to comment.Yhooo zange ndoyika kanjalo.After that saya kwa incredible to buy me a new phone and laptop.After that spar for groceries.Yaqala I ndaba ngoku wathi kaloku i want to treat you as my second wife only if you promise that you will respect and support my wife.Bethuna wandipha R3000.Yaba yinto ya every month nangaphezulu.Wathi uzoxelela wife ngam so that amcenge avume to treat me as second wife.Bethuna I was blinded by money and uthando andinika lona.Indlela unkosikazi andithanda ngayo ngelo xesha.Fast forward he began to rent my flat.Ngoku zange suqhubeka nge counselling instead at church i had to move from emva ndahlaliswa phambili.Now ewe ndinento zonke but deep down my heart andonwabanga,.Kule lockdown not a single day angezi kwam.Ngoku i am 2 months pregnant and uthi he will recommend me komnye umfana phaya enkonzweni and make sure uyanditshata msinya.Uzomlobolela ekhaya.Sizoqhubeka thina endenzela konke.Izolo besiyokhangela imoto for mna kuba esithi akafuni ndisokole ndimithi.Moto ikhona kudala ke ndakwazi ukuqhuba, Ndiyafuna ukuphuma kule relationship i am caught up into.Ngoku ndoyika kuba wathi bekhe ndamlahla i will die.Bendekhe ndaxelela omnye umntu he will stop making me a queen ndizosokola.Yena soze enzeke niks because he is a man of power and influence people will folliw and support him soze bandikholelwe mna.Please can you advise me.Ndiske ndanovalo🙏

19/08/2020

Admin I cannot sleep something happened to me during the day at the mall.I am in East London and a 36 year old lady.As I was shopping around I came across two men,they greeted me with such a smile and I responded like wise.One of them claim to know me from Fort Hare but I couldn't.As we were walking talking outside entrance they follow me to my car.I don't know what happened but I found myself inside the car and one if them driving towards King Williams Town and I was shocked.I didn't let them notice that I am afraid.I was sitting at the back with one of them.They were chatting and telling me not to be afraid I should give them my bank card and pin and they won't hurt me.I prayed a silent prayer,and suddenly I saw police vehicle and I quickly open my door that was not locked and draw myself on the ground.I was rolling on the road.They were gone,the police immediately saw what was happening and stopped immediately.Fortunately for me upcoming motors stopped.I become unconscious and found myself at the hospital.I told them that I have medical aid and now I am in private hospital.Guys my whole body is aching and severe headache.They told me that they manage to get my car at about 9pm tonight.I am in pains but I thank God that I am still alive.

19/08/2020

I have a 24 year old daughter who is emotionally abusing me just lost my father 2 lung cancer 2 months ago, the day after my dad passed my daughter told me I was selfish for crying and to move on and get my life together.
I feel like a failure and I'm missing my dad bad he was My entire life.

19/08/2020

Hello everyone i need advice, i cannot forget this in my mind.I have a cousin sister who has a step mother.For some reasons that i dont know they not in good terms.Infact its my cousin who has some issues because step mother is a nice person and not talkative and a lady.December 2018 we were having a family gathering and there was a braai.You know that mood and festive vibe.My cousin when we were serving people food took and pour something in her step mother plate of meat.I asked her what was it and she told me to zip my mouth and its none of my business.We were very close ke.That night her step mother began to be sick and ended in hospital, i was afraid and hurt.Since then she is always sick and lost weight.I told her that this is terrible and i cannit keep it as secret any longer, she told me that if i can open my mouth and betray her she will commit su***de and will write a letter telling people that its all above me.The worst part when i look at her step mother I just cry and she once ask me to tell her what is it that when we meet i cry.What can i do because i need closure.I am not happy at all.I even wanted to disclose to either her father or my mother.Please advise me people, this comes inti my nerves.😭😭😭😭

19/08/2020

Admin please hide my identity.Ummelwane was uwuchithile tu umtshato wam ndingazi.Last year kufika a new neighbour then my husbsnd went there ukuncedisa ukufaka iimpahla kuba befika abantu.Ufika ehamba nomyeni ke.Hayi nam ndithi mandiye,since then saqhelana.But k*m kuba ndingengomntu wefriends it was just into ka Hi and how are you.One night it was saturday my husband told me that usabizwe phaya kunengxabano.Wabuya past twelf and i was panicing.Monday mna ndibone ummelwane wam umama, ndibulise ndisondele ecingweni ngel ndizama to comfort her, ndincokole ngezinto zeconflict kwimarriage.Ndimve ukuba akathandi sithethe uyandibaleka.Two days after ndidibane nomyeni wakhe emall ngumntu othobekileyo ke, ndithi kuye kaloku makhi ungamgcina kangaka umyeni worse kubi kule area ebusuku, othuke athi hai ngekhe ayenze lonto.Ndothuke but ndingafuni uk*mbonisa yena.Xa ndifika endlini ndibike k*myeni athi tshotsho ubusithathaphi isibindi sokuthetha nendoda yomnye umzi akwabe ebekufake impama.Hai ndothuke 2months down the line ndiqaphele ukuba andisamboni utata ummelwane kodwa umyeni wam usamane esiya phaya even nasemini ngoku saturdays.The other day it was sunday afternoon oko ebeye phaya, ndancama ndaya ndafika the door was locked umculo utsho phezulu, owecawa phofu.Ndatsho ndancama ndahamba ndaqonda ndizomjonga uzophuma phi.Waphuma past 8 ebusuku kukhatshwana kuyahlekwa ukuya kwigate.Ndaphuma ndabajonga ndathula.Ufika endlini wayolala engafuni kuthethiswa.Ndamlinda walala, ndaphuma ndaya k*mmelwane ndathi yhini ugcine utata womnye umzi kwakho, wathi xa ubanda akuzoncedwa ndim.Ndaphuma apho ndikhala xa ndifika endlini caba bafonelene ndafika ethetha efonini umyeni ndayixutha ndathi k*meli undihlabe entliziyweni kodwa kulungile ndiyakupha mthathe.Ndalahla iimpahla zomyeni ngapha kwegate.Wandibetha ndazichamela wandikrwitsha.Ndaxiva umphefumlo uyaphuma ngambamba ngaphantsi wandiyeka.Wathi xa ethatha imela ezondihlaba ndathi yhini Thixo ndingafa ukhona? Wayilahla wanditixela wathi maze ndiyifaka divorse, suze andixolele.Sekuvuke nabantwana bam 12 and 15 years , boy and girl bayakhala.Wathatha okwakhe waphuma wabe emkhwaza umeli emcholisa iimpahla wayongena khona.Kusasa wafika watha imoto yakhe nezinye izinto.Ndibhala apha nje ndiyinto ejongwa ngefestile.Kodwa kuba nam ndinayo imoto ndincedwa kuba igate ivulwa nge remote.Uhlala phaya ke into embi.Abantwana xa bembona bayambaleka ziintloni.Bethuna ndilila oko ndide ndinesinqala.Ndiye ndagqiba ukuba andizofaka divorse makayifake ngokwakhe.Khanitsho ithiwani into enje.I even lost a lot of weight and am taking depression treatment😭😭😭😭

18/08/2020

Admin no one sees my cry and tears.I am a woman of 27 years.As long as i know my father is gay, he is a pastor.I started to suspect that when we were having these whole night prayers at church.At times my mother would not attend due to indaba yomntwana omncinci.Then i will go with him ehambisa abantu.There will be this young man athi yi armour bearer yakhe azayisa emva yona in his flat.My father will ask me to stay in the car bangene bodwa.One day as i was waiting outside as usual i decided to play with his phone, ibikwi charger eyilibele emotweni.My mind told me to go to whatsups.What i saw broke my heart.There messages, vns, photos.I cried😭😭😭kabuhlungu.I could not believe what i am seeing.At his time he came back and i couldnt look at him.He ask me and i told him i was praying.I trued to hint my mother akandikholelwa.My father us a bully and short tempered.I manage one day to talk about this to his sister osuke wayi, it is his life and decision ucebisa ndimyeke.Ngoku my problem i can't listen to him when he is preaching.Naku fb uyavela andimbukeli ndikhetha ukubukela zbanye abantu.One day i decided to confront him, my mother was in Somerset west fir shopping.I started by talking about pastors who are g**s ndaziva ndimbuza yena uthini ngalonto.Wathi well bubomi babo, i became angry ndathi they will rot in hell.Wandijonga kakubi ndathi kuye njengawe.He took his gun and said if i can tell people ngaye uzondibulala as and bury me.Wathi mandisuke ebomini babo nomama andingeni ndawo, ndathi mba makandibulale ngala mzuzu.He walked away.Andikwazi kuyamkela uxokisa abantu and in that church there are many g**s, so comfortable.Ndiyithini lento iyandenzakalisa😭😭😭😭

18/08/2020

Molweni adm mna ndinengxaki endililisa qho, i got r***d by my own father who is a bishop.It started when i was 12 years i still remember.My mother was o night duty and ke utata wathi mandizolala naye.Wathi uyandifundisa so that xa ndimdala nditshata ndibe experienced.I was happening until i was 18 years.My mind was not working until there was awareness at school when i was doing grade 9.Ndaxelela aba sisi babeye esikolweni, then bathi ngomso mandiye office yabo after school of which i did.My father was called to child warefare weza ehamba nomama and was so arrogant full of pride and anger kaloku uyaziwa ngumntu ophethe inkonzo enkulu.He denied everything, sendithukwa ngumama.My own mother disowned me that day.Ndathathwa ndasiwa kwiplace of safety.After 6 months my father asked for forgiveness and promised not to touch me again.I was not ready to listen to him.Ndilibala kulento yonke i got pregnant but father wayindikhuphisa in hospital i was 14 then.Fast forward ndafunda ndahlala kwi shelter until my matric ndasiwa eDurban apho yena engazi.Because i love my brother ndandimane ndithetha naye kuwhatsup.Ngoku ndiyasebenza ndibonwa lisoka lase Durban, andikwazi kude ndilamkele, reason one i am bed wetting, secondly my esteem is very low concerning love affairs ndisoloko ndizivalele, ndiyoyika.I do pray but andazi kutheni.Ndiva ukuba my mother died two weeks back corona victim.Yena utata ndiyamzonda kakhulu.I need to move on but i am stuck😭😭😭

17/08/2020

Dear admin and friends I have a problem with my inlaws they want to take me out of my house.I am a woman of 46 years with 2boys and one girl.They are all still at school.I lost my husband due to covid-19 in April😭.No the problem is that my husband never leave a will for his possessions.I am tired of fighting this battle because we were married in community of property.They say that I have to divide everything with them.The ring leader here is my mother in law and her younger daughter.They taught i will be dead by now but I thank God that I am alive and feel nothing with my children.Can you advise me people and pray for me.I feel drained and tired of arguments.I will read you advises.

17/08/2020

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