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Melokhuhle Lello II I’m not even going to lie, every time people tell me “I’m proud of you.” I tear up a little. .🥺🥺💗

F"Hi everyone my name is sinehlumelo nxozana i am 17 years old, originally from from eziphunzane now i stay in East Lond...
03/12/2023

F"Hi everyone my name is sinehlumelo nxozana i am 17 years old, originally from from eziphunzane now i stay in East London good hope , Ncerhaa doing grade 10 at Good hope High School i like modelling the reason i join it's because i want to push my modelling career and see myself far like Zozibini Tunzi. Thank y

21/07/2023

I am not gonna lie, sometimes, I feel like I'm about to give up in life. I feel so tired of everything and I just want to stop pretending that I am still okay. The truth is, a part of me is dying inside. My heart is aching as if it is shattered. It hurts, and I don't know how to make it stop from aching. I don't know how to make myself feel better. I don't know how to make myself stop from being sad. And sometimes, I don't understand why I have to feel this way.

I wish I could just forget about these feelings. But every time I sit alone in my room, loneliness visits me and I couldn't help but to tear up a little. I hate this feeling that I just want to disappear. Sometimes, I think disappearing is better than bearing all the pain that I feel inside. I'm slowly giving up on myself. I'm slowly losing all my hope in everything. And I think it's sad to feel this way— it's sad because I used to believe that everything will be alright one day.!!

21/07/2023

At some point in my life, I feel like I'm losing all my will to live. I feel like it's easier to give up than to continue fighting for an endless battle. Sometimes I'm tired of lying to myself that everything will be okay— that I'll be happy again and I'm going to heal from all the heartaches that I've been bearing. There are times where I feel like I'm losing hope in everything and I am just moving with the flow of life. I could no longer find any motivation to survive a day, I just live my life as if I have no other choice but to wake-up and get up in bed.

Behind every smile that I show to everyone, there is a dead soul inside me. Most days, I feel like I'm drowning in sadness. I don't know what to do, I don't know how to tell anyone that I am not okay all along. I'm tired of being resilient. I'm tired of acting so strong. For the first time after how many years of being brave, I want to admit that I am so tired of this life and I don't wanna be sad anymore. I no longer want to feel like dying with the pain that I've been keeping inside. I'm tired, and I feel so lost at the same time. 🥀

21/07/2023

It's hard to keep everything to yourself when you're trying to be strong and telling yourself that you're okay or you'll be fine, but the truth is you're really not and feels like giving up.

21/07/2023

Sometimes, I feel so lonely and empty. I feel like I'm not getting any better. There is this emptiness in me that wants me to stop waking-up in the morning. I feel so tired. It seems like I don't have the energy to face the world anymore. I just want to sleep so that I would never feel lonely. I want to escape from all the feelings that's been haunting me.

I feel so alone every night. Whenever I close my eyes, I wish I would never wake-up anymore. But I wake-up every morning and I have no other choice but to keep going. Life must go on even how lonely my life is. It's sad to bear this kind of feeling. A part of me wants to die, while there is a little part of me that wants to be saved too.

I miss being fine. I miss living a normal life. And I miss feeling something. I wish the feeling of emptiness will just disappear when I wake-up. I want to feel a little less lonely every day until I feel okay. But I don't know why it's just so hard to be okay. Even how hard I try, I still end up feeling lonely. And most of the time, it's trying to kill me.

21/07/2023

animuncu aniyazi noba ndili coloured .

08/07/2023

I’m not even going to lie, every time people tell me “I’m proud of you.” I tear up a little. I don’t think anyone understands how hard I am on myself and how much I beat myself up believing I’m not doing good. 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😱

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