17/07/2023
I'm not ready I'm......... ๐คIt was total silence as much as I wanted her I had to stop I stood up looked at her, the moment was intense have you noticed when ur n soo much of a mood then all of a sudden its awkward that's was the exact moment, she grabbed my hand ๐ค and said I'm a virgin I didn't even know how to react, are they still virgins I mean we will in a society of peer pressure it takes guts to stand out like that and head ur own direction instead of going with the crowd. I couldn't speak I uttered I.... Don't.... Know before I could even finish my sentence she said I'm leaving clearly this is too much for u as she went for the door๐ชI said wait..... I gave her a big hug and I told her I love her and I respect her so much and whenever she is ready I'm here and I love her ๐๐คฃI am a man what did you expect for me to let her go ill tell you now no man understands we love s*x crave for it all the time it was an act๐๐slept over and I had to work the following day it was a boring routine of work home eat sleep work until the weekend I'd probably check my relatives then jus to great them and be a supportive family member u know the drill. We were inlove though I mean she is the one I kept saying to myself. The following weekend I thought we should go meet my family I considered marrying her๐ฐ I'd be very crazy not to,she challenges me she brings out the best in me her character is phenomenal damn I think she was my package an early birthday present. We visited my aunt I kinda wanted her opinion I felt like it was important to me she is normally the person who kinda speaks sense and plus everytime I visit she talks about marriage everytime, as we arrive she is there with her kids and it's a full house ๐ง is there my sister is baking๐ my aunt is doing her๐๐โโ๏ธ we greet they kinda smile at her we sit down and we have conversations and then my granny asks her "ungumni" her clan name and she responds " mamsukwini " (to be continued)
