31/12/2024
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Saying goodbye to Deben was very hard, we had so many memories there, many good ones and unfortunately quite a few bad ones.
One thing i learned is that to many people are not nice. I like to see the best in everyone, give to many chances and want to believe everyone is inherently good.
This is not true, people have very mean sides and often when someone comes with hands outstretched, professing to love animals, offering to help, they actually have ulterior motives.
I had to open my eyes to the reality of rescue politics, jealousy and people lying about the most ridiculous things to make themselves look good. Over the years I have learned to just keep quiet and carry on, actions speak louder than words.
Since we started KH I got threatened with r**e, having our house burned down and Crystal and I were held at the police station many hours being told to pay for a horse or all our animals could be taken away... because they could.
To often we got surrounded by horse or donkey owners screaming at us about taking their animals and we had to explain we were there to help, sometimes getting a helper to come help us out with the language barrier or begging the police to assist us.
Sometimes we question why things happen and the day the Kalahari Heart board got taken down i broke down in tears, I could not imagine what was going to happen to all the cart donkeys and the animals who came to us for care.
I got calls of how kids were sworn at by people who have no knowledge of caring for these amazing animals or working with the rural community.
People put jacks and stallions together with mares and jennies in season, a nursing foal in the midst of them all, no fencing between them, all just thrown together, but this was accepted, the community just wanted them off the streets.
I got told its not my problem, i left but it took me years to know these donkeys,
I knew many from birth, to giving birth themselves , even helping 1 or 2 foal.
I was there when a newborn got it’s jaw broken by a jack and holding the owner as he cried.
We treated wounds, stab wounds , burn wounds and battle scars. I knew who owners were and their families.
I cared about the jenny who got hit by a taxi and her foal needed a home,
I cared about the 3 month old jack that was bought and when he got bigger and became a nuisance, he got given away.
I care about the parvo puppies that will be left to die because nobody is going to take them to the vet and pay vet bills, talk is cheap until it comes to a vet bill that keeps climbing.
I love where i am now and i love that I don’t have people at my gate at midnight, I don’t have to walk to the other end of town to remove a tin off a hoof and i am happy that i don’t have to hear stories that i am stealing a horse even though i have an IB number and the police captain escorted us home in the dark.
I do not for 1 minute regret that i left that town but i am sad that i had to say goodbye to a few good friends and to some amazing vets and i am heartbroken that the donkeys are now left in the hands of immoral people who know nothing about these precious animals.
We still have a vet bill that we are responsible for and the promises to pay are of cause just that, promises, The stories told about us are laughable and i take it coming from the people who tried to take Kalahari Heart ( Seriously anyone who thinks rescue is a money making venture, wake up) it makes you poor in pocket but if you want riches in other ways like your heart and soul then yes i can see why they wanted KH.
I made the most amazing friends in that little dirt road town and i walked barefoot many miles over the years i was there but what i take with me is the memory of all the animals that left hoofprints in the yard and i cherish the hours spent chatting to those close to my heart.
I miss having my son and daughter in law close by and the most beautiful sounds of donkeys braying.
Now we start a new journey, 2025 will bring new challenges and my other babies are almost home, I am close to my daughter and her little family and my husband and i spend more time together.
Sometimes we need to realise that things definately do need to change, not just for our health but for our souls as well.
I am happy and i am blessed.
I pray for all the animals like those in Deben, left to graze on the side of the road, left without food, the animals who get neglected and abused.
I hope 1 day that animal laws will not just be words on paper that actually dont mean much but rules and regulations that make South Africa a place where animals can be safe.
Have a blessed and safe New Year everyone.