19/08/2022
Love makes us weak, so weak that we start to invent things to hurt ourselves more. How? We start accepting their lies and accusations as truth. We knew. We always knew that they were just excuses. But this loneliness and broken heart made you so vulnerable and so weak that you surrendered to all those accusations. You had no self-respect left. So you too started to blame yourself for ruining everything alone. And that’s where you hit your lowest point in life, right there. Not only were you used and left, but you were also left with this guilt that you were the reason for everything bad that happened to you. In a way, you accept that you deserve that only, not happiness, not love, not peace. And how tragic is that when you lose both your love and your self-worth?
The solution? Accept that it’s dead. Don’t seek closure. Seek life. What has happened is history now. Yes, your history. Yes, a part of you. But still, history. And it’s about time that you shut the door on that chapter. You can not move on until you keep hoping, even 1%, that you guys will be back. That 1% hope will ruin your life 1000%. All the efforts that you will make, months of them, will go down the drain in a second because you still had hope. So no, there are no chances, no miracles, not even if God comes down. Yes, make it that dead. Bury it that deep. Burn it to ashes and beyond.
And then, get that confidence back. Get that dignity back. Get that self-respect back. You are not roadside dirt that anyone can spit on and leave. You were an amazing person. You had a good life going for you. You had family, friends, dreams, and a genuine smile. Just one person can’t steal everything away. At most, that person can steal away that phase of your life. But beyond that, get your life back. Look. People change. S**t happens. People then lie and make excuses to leave. Don’t punish yourself for their fault. Stop doubting yourself. Start loving yourself. You deserve love. You deserve respect.
💯🧡Cocæ🏵️🔥
