Sgoodz

22/11/2023

Hi me again lol ...Six years later..

Thank you, thank you for all the support over the years. WE NEED TO CATCH UP!! Like what are you up to?!? Send me a smiley face so I know you was here lol:Od...

30/12/2021

Recounting my hospital stories while I was there for 3 days…I’m technically still recovering but feeling much better just have to avoid heavy lifting which is fine with me lol. I’m grateful considering it was NOT a cancer relapse but that doesn’t mean this was easy either. I was very weak and in pain for about a month but I’m hoping whatever journey you are on - take your time. That is still a lesson that I keep learning. And also: I owe nobody anything…
Sounds simple to remember but when you don’t have your health you feel reliant on others, you tend to feel guilty and push yourself to do things. Listen it’s not selfish to know your boundaries. It’s no one’s fault if there is an imbalance with the level of care. I give what I can but I’m done giving care to appease someone else’s expectations of what I should do for them.

In the past, I have allowed to be treated with a lack of respect which is a reflection of me and sadly what I think about myself. I’m finding strength in saving my energy for myself, learning to say no, to not people please and really understand why I’m here. I'm hoping to solidify what I truly enjoy in life. I know a lot of people won’t understand my life or my “lack of motivation” for a standard cookie-cutter life and that’s ok.

Growing pains ...

I know people aren’t really doing New Years resolutions,
I already did the weight loss thing but for 2022 I will gain self-respect, not people please, be kind, diligent in the pursuit of value and self worth and pray to God that I have my health.

Here’s to our health, love, wealth, and some happiness along the way!

;)

Recounting my hospital stories while I was there for 3 days…I’m technically still recovering but feeling much better just have to avoid heavy lifting which i...

18/11/2021

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9cEL30Jd5Y

Hi, just clarifying some things from yesterday's video...I will keep you guys posted. Again thank you! I know this video is 22 minutes - is that took long? i...

16/11/2021

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IF4xEj3hz2k&lc=Ugxb6oDpynQvPg59BRh4AaABAg

unhinged after a doctor's visit, blood work and chest x-ray... *sigh*

05/10/2021

it'll only took a global outage to make a video again

HIIIII it's me your greasy gal :). So there was a global outage as facebook, instagram, and what's app were all down yesterday. Coincidentally, October 4th a...

12/07/2021

HEY LOOK AT US...WOW ANOTHER VIDEO WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9y2tduY7ZhU

https://vocal.media/futurism/dearest-youInstagram: honestly can't think of a good title. This video is just me just trying to chill, show you so...

08/06/2021

I've notice my cognition hasn't been the same since chemotherapy. This video is a representation of how my brain functions, it's a chaotic mess hole of fun... kinda how I view the internet. It's harder for me to stay on tasks, I get really frustrated with myself or lose patience unfortunately so I thought this was a perfect ADHD visual representation of how I edit and live day-to-day. This is also my poor attempt at convincing these two lovelies to join me in my quest of becoming a trio pop band hahaha. Also, the footage was originally for the digital marketing program back in 2018 (which damn feels like 10 years ago right? no just me? ok.) I left the program after I felt horribly used for having cancer and them trying to make me sell a "cancer" brand I don't believe in but hah...selling out is cool now apparently?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-tVMX9Z4io