03/11/2014
SOUL TO SOUL COMMUNICATION TESTIMONY - mahalo Donna King Herr
After my husband of 37 years died from cancer in October, 2012, I was devastated and numb. These are common responses to such a profound loss, but I had more of a burden than most. Prior to his diagnosis in July, 2010, he had changed from the loving happy man I had married to being critical, verbally abusive (to only me), angry, and distant. Numerous attempts to talk it out only resulted in distancing us from each other further. Although there had been difficult times between us throughout our marriage, he had never been as he now was-cruel, and I knew I had to leave the marriage. But, then the diagnosis came-stage 4 metastatic disease.
Together, we pursued treatment. This became the most difficult experience I had ever endured, as I was his cheerleader, his transportation, his financial security, and his caregiver. The cancer progressed, and his temper toward me escalated. I had resolved I would never leave him, a dying man, but it took all I had to stay.
After he died I was tortured by the question of what had I done for him to detest me so, why was his temper directed only at me, and was there something more or different I could have, should have, done. I knew I would never move forward in my life without learning the answer. Sleeping and eating were almost non-existent, and I often cried from the "not knowing".
Through a series of chance encounters, I met Keala Noel. I scheduled a session with her, hoping she could help me find closure, and yet I really wasn't sure what to expect. I just thought that doing something was better than doing nothing. Once I shared my story, she suggested and explained Soul to Soul Communication. I was eager to pursue this avenue, and so the session immediately began.
Guided hypnotherapy was utilized, and Keala was accessible to me throughout the session. Although my husband's soul was resistant to coming forth, his deceased father's soul came first, scolded my husband into talking to me, and the session proceeded. When clarification was needed, Keala helped me proceed; when my husband refused to answer, she helped me find another way to proceed.
I choose to keep the content of my conversation with my husband private; however, he identified where his anger originated, he cried with me, he asked about our children and grandchild, and he apologized. Several phrases were said that were his phrases alone; on every possible level, I knew that this experience was real and that I was speaking to him.
What seemed like twenty minutes was actually much longer; and this time was spent in constant back and forth communication between him and me. Words did not exist; instead, it was blocks of thought passing back and forth between us as fast as lightening. We had so much to say, and after it was said, forgiving each other was the conclusion. As soon as that occurred I saw his spirit fly away, off to a distant star. He was gone.
Once the session ended, Keala continued to support me by giving me time and space to compose myself; she then provided a verbal summary of what had occurred by using the information I shared during the session. This final summary was extremely helpful, as there were parts that I would have forgotten.
My life changed at that moment. More tears have been cried, and I miss the man my husband once was. However, because of Keala Noel and the Soul to Soul Communication session, I have moved forward with living. I am happy, my heart is light, and people often comment on how freely I can laugh. I know that my life would not be the joyful experience that I now have; honestly, I am unsure if I would be alive today, as I was slowly self-destructing by my own tortured questions.
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