23/12/2023
Got my Secret Santa gift for here in town. Now to wait til Christmas to open it. 😄
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The Originial Dream Isn’t Always The Big Dream
So yeah, here we are 35 years into the making and has it been crazy. Growing up gaming was apart my life. I remember playing the first Zelda game when it came out and of course watching my uncle beat it cause was so young trying to figure it out. But as time went on gaming became apart of life. I have an awesome mom who sacrificed a lot of time working to keep us supported so games were what basically watched me. Fast forward through life and there is a point, with several things happening, where I became a very toxic, hateful person. I was the person people wanted banned from online play and games in general. I never believed in hope or any of that or God. I just cruised through the years being me, using people to benefit myself and well anything that was self gratification. My future was about just me and degrading the people around me.
May ‘07 though changed. Things went down hill spiraling in all kinds of directions. Looking back I felt like I was at the deepest of deep in depression. Lost my job, money was out, family was hard to reach and I was being evicted that weekend. That’s how, when looking back, I knew there was more going on then just the normal. At the moment I was ready to just let life go. The voices in my head were a battle. Then all I remember was screaming out and I had a crazy out of body experience. I saw my body there just black and dead, and then a light like no other was on it. I saw a baby coming from it as if I was to be reborn. It was crazy trust me, when I came to I was freaking out like what the heck just happened. So to some up what happened after I ended up giving my life to Chirst. Everything I ended needing feel into place with I’d say little to no effort. It just happened.
So now fast forward to now. Time has gone by and while everyday is a battle in its own I God has the victory. That’s why I know this streaming thing is something to do and push forward in. He has shown who I was and those around me who play games and things that people go through and hear while playing. The reason why many play, most to get away from life and the little it seems to offer those who might not really know Jesus. There is so much more too but I’m slow at typing as of now. lol.
Yeah it was a year ago I was suppose to do this but with everything going on God has opened the door to back on track for me provided everything needed especially when we had nothing to give into it. Much opposition in the process but here we are. Trying to not just make this a dream for me to make a career out of but mainly and above all get a community/family out of it for people to come watch and hangout at. To share Jesus with them and let them know God’s got this. Remember this, no one is perfect in any way. SO don't shy away or turn from God Himself. It’s through Christ everything starts to fall into place just by simply accepting Him into your life and believing He died for you and risen for you.
