23/02/2024
SLAM THE DOOR ....
I was starting a new life that day,
I was going to slam the door and get away.
We`re only human, we make mistakes,
but yours were serious, things that take
much more than remorse to repair.
My love has died, I no longer care.
My actions must given you a clue
when I did things I wouldn`t normally do.
You know me, know my heart.
You had me taped right from the start.
Inoffensive, quiet and gentle,
but your treatment of me was detrimental
to my personality,
but when I explained, you wouldn`t see
that the way you`d changed was hurting me.
Your speciality was manipulation,
to ensure that I gave no aggravation.
Vicious words and criticism
and the well timed punches that came with them
hurt my heart and bruised my soul,
brought forth hate with no control.
I did what I knew had to be done.
I took the children, bought a gun.
Just for my own protection
from your many punches of affection...
You found me on a city street
with the children milling round my feet.
whispered vile threats in my ear
that filled my mortal soul with fear.
I lost my mind, panicked then,
pulled out the gun, fired and fired again.
After all my pain, I could take no more.
Just go to Hell and slam the door!
You lay there dying at my feet,
you`d no more beat me, lie and cheat.
With the gun still smoking in my hand,
a scenario that wasn`t planned.
Now you`re the victim, I know that`s true,
but how I`d suffered because of you!
One shot found your cold black heart
and now I`m paying for my part
in finishing your worthless life,
full payback from your loving wife.
I think I settled up the score.
You paid the price ..
I slammed the door...
Marian Finch (Lady Marian) (c)
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2d
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HATRED.
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Like a coiled spring compressed so small,
No vestige of love remains at all.
Tighter and tighter the sensation grows… See more
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2d
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ROXY MIRANDA AVELINE COURT ..
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Roxy Miranda Aveline Court,
wasn`t as angelic as everyone thought.
Fooled by her freckles and soft flowing curls,
but Roxy was absent when God made good girls.
From a very young age, when her peers had a pacifier,… See more
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3d
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WANT TO KNOW A SECRET?
I don`t usually pick up men in bars
Jump right in their fancy cars,
but I was listening to you… See more
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4d
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TUNNELS
Looking on Google one overcast day
Typed in `horror`.. what can I say?
My interest in darkness and anything bad
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4d
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IN PATIENT ..
After a few beers and finishing a joint,
arguing with a pal and making a point.
I was feeling quite brave in my present mood.
Having courage at home is all well and good,… See more
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4d
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MY FATHER`S VIOLIN ...
Mellow music flows from her instrument..
Her life was in it`s tune
Every note right on point ... a fabulous Clair de Lune ..
She plays not just with her fingers..
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4d
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MIRACLE DREAM..
I want to tell you a true story
that really happened to me..
I`m not sure if you`ll believe me ~
but I swear its true ~ so we`ll see.… See more