05/05/2024
Hi everyone ! I'm sorry I havent posted in a long time, my life has been rough it's such a roller coaster for years it's been this way, and no matter where life takes me I deal with horrible s**t day in and day out..
I feel like nobody understands me for example... my dad messages me doesnt ask how I'm doing and when he does I tell him and he judges me , tells me how nagative I am , when honestly he doesnt know a thing about me , my heart began to broke as he said to me I dont talk to you because your too nagative. My heart began to broke because he never thought to ask about my housekeeping bussiness or what I'm doing for myself but assumed the worst in me ...
I have always felt that I was a burden to him..and so it became true just today..
And I blocked him because I told myself this summer I was gonna do better for myself but he ruined every bit of confidence I had in myself is down the drain ...i had a plan and now I feel like I need to go back to therapy because dealing with a toxic parent is the worst feeling your gonna have and what he said will scar me for the rest of my life 💔🖤💔🖤