Zizah

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29/05/2022

I love and miss y'all! I hope everyone is still chasing their dreams and living life to its fullest! Drop a comment so I can hear how you've been doing!

15/08/2021

174 is the number of days it’s been since I walked away from streaming. Coincidentally it’s also the numbers of days its been since I ghosted all of you. I’ve almost written this post a hundred times at this point but haven’t, because that means I’m acknowledging my failure as a streamer and as a friend to many of you. It’s funny because every day that had passed since I quit made it that much harder to face the reality I set upon myself. I’m sure there are quite a few people that will think “It’s only a stream bro. Why are you so upset in the first place”? The fact is that when you spend countless hours creating something and pouring yourself into it, watching it fail because of the choices you made is very hard.

I started streaming because it made me happy. There was never any pressure to perform or to try and be funny. It was just something I did while I played with friends, and it turned into something bigger than I could’ve ever expected. The feeling of having hundreds of people watching and commenting on my stream was such a crazy rush. Knowing that the hard work and skill I put into a game was the reason people were watching is such a crazy feeling. Sadly, it was at that point where streaming no longer was about the love of the game itself; it became about growing and chasing that streaming dragon. I’m aware that I’m not the most entertaining person on any platform so I knew to continue my growth I had to perform exceedingly well in any game I played. The pressure to play in the top 1% of the top 1% day after day is very hard when you’ve lost the passion for the game. I stopped feeling that rush when you win a BR game because the only thing I was looking at was the damn viewer count because that was all that mattered to me.

“Come on, you gotta keep up engagement and views or else Facebook won’t push your stream”

“Don’t swear on stream because it’ll hurt viewership”

“Uh oh, you’re playing another game you like but it’s not Call of Duty, so nobody is going to watch you”

“Why do you get so frustrated when you die? It’s only a game bro”

So much of streaming is just a facade to keep up engagement. I was literally just some dude yelling, talking and laughing like a madman for hours in a room all by myself to keep up this image. I lost myself in the person I was on the screen. Streaming was no longer about the love for gaming – only the love of engagement. It’s crazy how when things you once enjoyed start keeping you employed, you start to hate it. I used to get excited to boot up the ole Xbox and play some COD. Now, even to this day, I just feel stressed. I’m not saying streaming ruined gaming for me, I’m just saying I completely burned myself out on the endless grind to be the best in the world. It got to the point of where if I wasn’t #1 on the team or win every game Warzone/Blackout I was deeply dissatisfied, yet if I did win it was only another scratch on the wall. The point is when the game isn’t enough for you and you’re just chasing the views, engagement, stats and the absurdity of it all, the love for the game becomes lost in it all. My loss of the love for gaming and streaming was compounded with the stress from school, my relationships and just life in general. I became deeply depressed when I quit streaming because I felt like I failed myself, my family and all of you. I isolated myself in my own head because the world outside of it had become too hard to look at.

I see now that all of you are so supportive that I’m sure y’all wouldn’t care if I quit for a while because you just want me to be happy. I am extremely grateful for every single of you that supported me throughout the time I streamed consistently because without you I wouldn’t have been able to pay my bills, have so many crazy experiences and meet so many wonderful people through this community. I would thank every single one of you individually if I had the chance to. It’s odd because I may have just been a face on a screen and all of you were just text scrolling by, but I believe the relationships were almost as real in-person friendships.

Don't worry though, after a lot of self-refection, growth and (some) therapy I’m in a very good headspace now. As for the future of the stream: who knows? My living situation isn’t ideal for streaming because of internet constraints but I’m sure that if I wanted to, it would work. School has been kicking my ass because classes are getting exponentially harder every semester so if I do have the time I most likely will try streaming again. The new Halo and Battlefield are looking AMAZING, and I really want to try them! So if I do decide boot-up again, I’ll let y’all know.

Edit: Thanks for all the support 😭😭😭 I’m going to work through all the comments once i get done cooking all my meals for the week!

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💀BLACKOUT Worst Way To Die💀
💀BLACKOUT Worst Way To Die💀

What's the worst way y'all have died in Blackout?? This one right here takes the top 3 spot for me 😭

BLACKOUT Solo K/D + W/L: 7.79 - 32% All K/D + W/L: 6.06 - 29%
BLACKOUT Solo K/D + W/L: 7.79 - 32% All K/D + W/L: 6.06 - 29%

🎖Solo Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 7.79⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 32%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 214+⭐️ 🎖Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 6.06⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 29%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 811+⭐️ BLACKOUT on Xbox. I'm hoping to host a solos private match tournament on Xbox this weekend. Let me know in the comments or PM me if you want in. 🚨Rules🚨 1. Be respectful in chat 2. Please no spamming 🕒Stream Schedule🕒 Daily 3:00 PM - 6:00 PM (And beyond) EST Friday 3:00 PM - 5:00 PM EST 📚About📚 Hello my name is Cody and I'm 24 years old. I'm currently only streaming Call of Duty gameplay, but I'm open to any recommendations for new games. I'm a US Navy vet that served 6 years active duty and currently am in the Select Reserves. A few of my hobbies include playing guitar/singing, lifting heavy things, gaming and traveling around the world. 💸Donations💸 Donations are not required, but greatly appreciated! All funds will go directly towards making the stream better! https://streamlabs.com/codybernard

BLACKOUT 15 Kill Quads Highlight
BLACKOUT 15 Kill Quads Highlight

15 kill highlight reel from last nights stream. Shoutout to TactiCool Gaming for letting me rob all those low HP kills 😂 FB only allows potato quality video so the HD video is uploaded here: https://youtu.be/o5tdJ8PYnZM

BLACKOUT Solo K/D + W/L: 7.79 - 32% All K/D + W/L: 6.03 - 29%
BLACKOUT Solo K/D + W/L: 7.79 - 32% All K/D + W/L: 6.03 - 29%

🎖Solo Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 7.79⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 32%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 214+⭐️ 🎖Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 6.03⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 29%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 803+⭐️ BLACKOUT on Xbox. Still no regular duos?!? What's up Treyarc?! Link for the new BO4 update patch notes: https://www.reddit.com/r/Blackops4/comments/dve519/nov_12th_update_black_market_revamp_now_live_new/ 🚨Rules🚨 1. Be respectful in chat 2. Please no spamming 🕒Stream Schedule🕒 Daily 3:00 PM - 6:00 PM (And beyond) EST Friday 3:00 PM - 5:00 PM EST 📚About📚 Hello my name is Cody and I'm currently only streaming Call of Duty gameplay, but I'm open to any recommendations for new games. I'm a US Navy vet that served 6 years active duty and currently am in the Select Reserves. A few of my hobbies include playing guitar/singing, lifting heavy things, gaming and traveling around the world. 💸Donations💸 Donations are not required, but greatly appreciated! All funds will go directly towards making the stream better! https://streamlabs.com/codybern

BLACKOUT Solo K/D + W/L: 7.73 - 32% All K/D + W/L: 6.00 - 29%
BLACKOUT Solo K/D + W/L: 7.73 - 32% All K/D + W/L: 6.00 - 29%

🎖Solo Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 7.73⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 32%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 209+⭐️ 🎖Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 6.00⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 29%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 794+⭐️ BLACKOUT on Xbox. Maybe some MW later? I just want to thank y'all for showing so much support for the stream! It's been an extremely exciting 2 weeks for us! We went from 60 followers all the way up to over 220! Lets keep the grind up and continue to grow as a channel!!! 🚨Rules🚨 1. Be respectful in chat 2. Please no spamming 🕒Stream Schedule🕒 Daily 3:00 PM - 6:00 PM (And beyond) EST Friday 3:00 PM - 5:00 PM EST 📚About📚 Hello my name is Cody and I'm currently only streaming Call of Duty gameplay, but I'm open to any recommendations for new games. I'm a US Navy vet that served 6 years active duty and currently am in the Select Reserves. A few of my hobbies include playing guitar/singing, lifting heavy things, gaming and traveling around the world. 💸Donations💸 Donations are not required, but greatly appreciated! All funds will go directly towards making the stream better! https://streamlabs.com/codybernard

BLACKOUT @ NITE
BLACKOUT @ NITE

🎖Solo Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 7.59⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 31%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 200+⭐️ 🎖Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 5.92⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 29%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 778+⭐️ BLACKOUT. Short stream tonight because today has been really busy for me. Blackout tournament on Xbox this up coming Saturday!! 🚨Rules🚨 1. Be respectful in chat 2. Please no spamming 🕒Stream Schedule🕒 Daily 3:00 PM - 6:00 PM (And beyond) Eastern Time 📚About📚 Hello my name is Cody and I'm currently only streaming Call of Duty gameplay, but I'm open to any recommendations for new games. I'm a US Navy vet that served 6 years active duty and currently am in the Select Reserves. A few of my hobbies include playing guitar/singing, lifting heavy things, gaming and traveling around the world. 💸Donations💸 Donations are not required, but greatly appreciated! All funds will go directly towards making the stream better! https://streamlabs.com/codybernard

Blackout Is GOAT
Blackout Is GOAT

🎖Solo Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 7.47⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 32%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 191+⭐️ 🎖Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 5.86⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 29%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 762+⭐️ BLACKOUT. Until MW is in a playable state, I'll be playing other games for the most part. Maybe I'll boot it up if I'm in a party, but for the most part, I won't be playing it because the game just isn't fun for me. So Blackout it is!! HMU if you want link up and play! I'm currently only on Xbox, but I'll have a PS4 in the coming days. Here's a good video that encompasses my stance on the game: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsPB8Tk2kF4&t=1829s If you have any thoughts or comments about the game feel free to let me know in the chat. 🚨Rules🚨 1. Be respectful in chat 2. Please no spamming 📚About📚 Hello my name is Cody and I'm currently only streaming Call of Duty gameplay, but I'm open to any recommendations for new games. I'm a US Navy vet that served 6 years active duty and currently am in the Select Reserves. A few of my hobbies include playing guitar/singing, lifting heavy things, gaming and traveling around the world. 💸Donations💸 Donations are not required, but greatly appreciated! All funds will go directly towards making the stream better! https://streamlabs.com/codybernard

Blackout Is GOAT
Blackout Is GOAT

🎖Solo Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 7.47⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 32%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 191+⭐️ 🎖Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 5.85⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 29%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 762+⭐️ Back on Blackout for tonight! If you wanna jump into a lobby together hit me up on Xbox! If you want to help support a small streamer the BEST thing you can do is drop a follow by typing !notify in the chat! 🚨Rules🚨 1. Be respectful in chat 2. English only please 📚About📚 Hello my name is Cody and I'm currently only streaming Black Ops 4 gameplay, but I'm open to any recommendations for new games. I'm a US Navy vet that served 6 years active duty and currently am in the Select Reserves. A few of my hobbies include playing guitar/singing, lifting heavy things, gaming and traveling around the world. 💸Donations💸 Donations are not required, but greatly appreciated! All funds will go directly towards making the stream better! https://streamlabs.com/codybernard

Nuke Em
Nuke Em

MODERN WARFARE GRIND! If you have any questions about the game feel free to ask. It doesn't matter if you're on Xbox, PS, or PC add me @zizah#2245294 and we can run some lobbies! If you want to help support a small streamer make sure to like/follow my page. 🚨Rules🚨 1. Be respectful in chat 2. English only please 📚About📚 Hello my name is Cody and I'm currently only streaming Black Ops 4 gameplay, but I'm open to any recommendations for new games. I'm a US Navy vet that served 6 years active duty and currently am in the Select Reserves. A few of my hobbies include playing guitar/singing, lifting heavy things, gaming and traveling around the world. 💸Donations💸 Donations are not required, but greatly appreciated! All funds will go directly towards making the stream better! https://streamlabs.com/codybernard

Day 1 Release COD: MW
Day 1 Release COD: MW

MODERN WARFARE GAMEPLAY IS LIVE! It doesn't matter if you're on Xbox, PS, or PC add me @zizah#2245294 and we can run some lobbies! If you want to help support a small streamer make sure to like/follow my page. 🚨Rules🚨 1. Don't be an asshole 2. English only please 📚About📚 Hello my name is Cody and I'm currently only streaming Black Ops 4 gameplay, but I'm open to any recommendations for new games. A few of my hobbies include playing guitar/singing, lifting heavy things, gaming and traveling around the world. 💸Donations💸 Donations are not required, but greatly appreciated! All funds will go directly towards making the stream better! https://streamlabs.com/codybernard

High Kill, High Win Stream
High Kill, High Win Stream

🎖Solo Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 7.47⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 32%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 191+⭐️ 🎖Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 5.78⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 28%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 742+⭐️ Happy Tuesday everyone! I'm back with HIGH KILL ONLY blackout gameplay! If you want to help support a small streamer make sure to like/follow my stream. 🚨Rules🚨 1. Don't be an asshole 2. English only please 📚About📚 Hello my name is Cody and I'm currently only streaming Black Ops 4 gameplay, but I'm open to any recommendations for new games. A few of my hobbies include playing guitar/singing, lifting heavy things, gaming and traveling around the world. 💸Donations💸 Donations are not required, but greatly appreciated! All funds will go directly towards making the stream better! https://streamlabs.com/codybernard

Blackout
Blackout

Happy Tuesday everyone! HIGH KILL ONLY blackout gameplay! If you want to help support a small streamer make sure to like/follow my stream. 🎖Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 5.78⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 28%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 742+⭐️ 🎖Solo Blackout Stats🎖 ⭐️K/D: 7.36⭐️ ⭐️W/L: 31%⭐️ ⭐️Wins: 187+⭐️ 🚨Rules🚨 1. Don't be an asshole 2. English only please 📚About📚 Hello my name is Cody and I'm currently only streaming Black Ops 4 gameplay, but I'm open to any recommendations for new games. A few of my hobbies include playing guitar/singing, lifting heavy things, gaming and traveling around the world. 💸Donations💸 Donations are not required, but greatly appreciated! All funds will go directly towards making the stream better! https://streamlabs.com/codybernard

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