21/06/2024
šHanoiās Old Quarter, Vietnam š»š³
Iām sitting in a cozy cafĆ© with my laptop, watching the bustling stream of scooters and people below. Inside, thereās some piano music playing, totally clashing with the cityās noisy traffic. Itās blazing hot outside and Iāve just ordered my usual Vietnamese coffee.
Todayās my birthday.Ā š
Who wouldāve guessed this would be my life?
When I look back at that 10-years old kid (3rd picture), I see someone with big dreams and a genuine love for life. Some of those dreams came true, some got lost, and some I just let go.
The years in between were crazy. For most of my teenage years, I felt totally lost and misunderstood, like an outsider. Day by day, I lost touch with my true self and started wearing a bunch of masks just to fit in. I didnāt know who I was anymore or where I was going. I couldnāt accept myself and had no clue what the hell I was even doing on planet earth. I spent most of my days alone, doing sport, reading books or doing stupid s**t with random āfriendsā.
Growing up, that kidās smile was gone for good. Those pesky āI should haveā and āI wishā thoughts started lurking around more frequently. As time went on, I felt like I changed a million times. I started traveling, thinking I could outrun my ghosts, but they just caught up with me wherever I went. I made some serious efforts to understand myself better. Slowly, I started peeling off those masks, one by one. I grew up, learned a ton, and got to know myself better. Itās been an emotional rollercoasterāa painful, necessary journey.
However difficult, I was always exactly where I needed to be, at the right time. Only now do I understand itās been this way all along. Every single year has been nothing but a precious gift, a piece of my story, a piece of my life.
Last year was wildā¦
Iāve wandered through the most beautiful islands of Thailand š¹š. Lived and traveled for months around Malaysia š²š¾ and Cyprus šØš¾. Hiked the stunning Dolomites in Italy š®š¹. And I just wrapped up one of the most incredible journeys of my life - an epic road trip that took me across Cambodia š°š, Laos š±š¦, and Vietnam š»š³Ā for 4 long months.
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