It cut the rest of the video off. Basically though, you need to find your why without your why you'll keep beating yourself against a brick wall. Wanting isn't enough you have to work for it everyday. If it was about motivation I would still be almost 400 pounds asking myself when.
Nobody is coming to do this for you. You have to do it yourself fight for it yourself and find and use what motivates you. You have all the power it is up to you what you do with it.
Inspire the person that inspires you!
For the last 13 years I've learned more from this man. Then I have ever at school. He has taught me so much and has been a inspiration to me. If you don't know him personally you don't know his background or where he came from. Or how far he's truly came in life. I've always been inspired his determination and his desire to keep pushing even though everything that stands in his way.
I've been on my journey since 2019, and it has came up a few times in the past if he would join me or not. He has watched and supported me. Even though all the times I've fallen off or failed. I never thought he would actually be on the floor with me. Not as my cheer leader or my supporter but doing the workout with me. He's doing things his body isn't used to. The last few days have been great and I don't think he realizes how proud I am of him.
Unless I do another workout after he goes to work I won't be recording our workouts together. Mostly out of respect he doesn't want to be recorded. Also because of time wise. We have a short window yo get it done and stopping and setting up the camera takes a lot of time.