06/08/2023
Sporting some of the amazing Matte eye paints, (la zona rosa, vertigo flowers, and crocodile rock) and I forgot what else I was wearing here because I hadnāt intended to initially post it here. What I really wanted to write about was my personal journey. I took an long hiatus, and it was very encouraging to see everyoneās support in my last post. Thank you. I honestly didnāt know it would be so welcoming. You all are such talented, sweet, and creative individuals. I wanted to talk about creative burnout (creator burnout!). Thereās so much that goes into content creation, & I have ADHD. I can be extremely hyper focused at times, or I can be procrastinating because Iām unmotivated. Iām 43 & I still struggle with this (but I know in some ways even though itās a challenge, it can be to my advantage). My end goal is to find some kind of balance so I donāt get burned out again. The hours put into content creation is something that unless youāre doing it, you really donāt know. When you have chronic pain due to psoriatic arthritis, fibromyalgia, and spinal stenosis, that can slow you down too. This is not a pity party; these are just contributing factors that lead to that place where I had to walk away for a while. It was refreshing to not have a schedule to strictly abide by, and while I move forward I want to post and get back into it, my main focus is creativity.
I want to promote indie brands and major brands if they choose to collaborate (but Iāll be honest - indie brands are my favorite!) but I also want the wiggle room of sitting down and just filming my makeup process (or not) and reaching for whatever comes to mind (Iāll be shopping my stash but also new in the mix too, whether itās purchases or PR. You may see swatches here too, because I canāt help myself. When I fall in love with an eyeshadow palette or liquid shadow, I want to share it with everyone).Getting in that flow state where youāre on artistic fire is my favorite place to be. Iām ready for the next chapter!
That being said, what are some challenges you face and how do you approach a solution? š