06/11/2024
TRIGGER WARNING
People need to read this.
Maybe it will save someone.
Imagine this. You come home from work one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. Stressed to fu@k . people moaning at you all day.
You’re just ready to give up.
F**K IT. !!!
NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME😔😢
So you go to your room , your bubble, close the door, and take out that su***de note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You break your Gillette to get the blades and cut yourself the last time since you was a teenager.
Now it’s for the very last time.
You grab that packet of pills you have been saving and take them all.
Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, thinking no one will even fecking see it.
You close your eyes for the very last time.
A few hours later, your house mate comes home with some beers .
He shouts your name ...
You don’t answer.
So he walks in your room.
All he sees is you in your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells the other housemates he thinks it’s funny.
and they go to your room to wake you up, They notice something it wrong .
Phil grabs the paper in your hand and reads it.he turns white and gets angry , He still tries to wake you up.screaming out your name.
Your other housemate is so confused.
So he runs to the neighbor, quick ring a ambulance!
He looks at your housemate in disbelief as he’s told what you have done .
Your close friend sitting next to your lifeless body. It really hits him, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry.
The next day at work , there’s an announcement.
The GM tells everyone about your su***de.
It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves.
Your colleagues think they were too hard on you.
Belittling you all the time.
Saying S**T like “Martyn ! you need to GET A LIFE !
HR think of all the things they’ve said to you eventually acknowledging there was never any recognition for your dedication.
That colleague that used to tease you and call you names, he can’t help but hate himself for never telling you how much he really liked you.
Your ex girlfriend the one that you told everything too,the one that used you stoped you from seeing your daughter and broke up with you, leaving you with a shattered your heart,!! Well..............
She can’t handle it. She breaks down and starts crying when she hears.
Your so called friends?
They’re wondering how they could have noticed and they didn’t see that there was ever anything was wrong.
Stood there wishing they could have helped you before it was too late.
And your best friend?
She’s in shock. She can’t believe it.
She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad…
Bad enough for you to end it.
Oh..She can’t cry.
She’s way to angry and can’t feel anything, she just hides it ...
It’s a week later, at your funeral.
Everyone who knew you, and even ones you never met, The ones from around the world who you inspired to stay strong, yet not knowing how weak you felt within .
The man with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for anyone, The pastor announces.....
The reliant shoulder to cry on.!!
Lots of people talk about all the good deeds you did .
The money you raised for the best causes whilst still healing .
Even old mates come from the shadows and share things like window shopping Amsterdam on my stag due, (I did nothing)
Everyone’s laughing and crying.
Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn’t stop for days blaming herself for not being there for you when she knew you needed someone.
It’s two years later.
Your work mates all quit their job.
That mean man has a eating disorders now.
That man that used to tease you cuts himself. Weekly .
Your ex girlfriend doesn’t know how to love anymore and just gets drunk and do drugs as much as possible.
Your best friend? She tried to kill herself.
She didn’t succeed like you did.!
But she tried…
Your 6 year old daughter she finally finds out the truth about your death when she’s older.
She self harms until she’s 21, She cries at night.
She does exactly what you did during your teenage years.
Your Mum and step dad ?
Their marriage fell apart. Your sister became a workaholic to distract herself from your death.
Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day.
F**KING LISTEN OK !!!! 😡
People care FFS
You may not think so, but they do.
Your choices don’t just effect you.
They effect everyone.
Please Don’t ever think of ending your life.
You have so much to live for. And you can have such a impact on others lives .
Things can’t get better if you give up.
I’m here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are.
Even if we’ve NEVER talked before, that’s like 3200 of you but I’m here for you.
This is an example of someone who suffers from depression.
For anyone that feels this way 😢💜
I’m are trying to demonstrate that there are people out there that care and Im always listening.
There is still so much more beauty to life.
I’m no professional life coach
I’m just playing the cards I was dealt with , whilst remembering why I lost lMartyn ParrySue StunnerEmma KayThe Batchelor PadSamantha Sammy NicholsI AM an Empath and a Storyteller spreading light and hope.Jeanette GuerraNewport MindShelter CymruTracy JonesJoanne BaileyHunter MoonRosalind Dennahyter CymruTracy JonesJoanne BaileyHunter MoonRosalind Dennahynnahy
Followers. Stay strong 🧘🏻♂️
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