27/07/2026
Tundra was put to rest today.
July 26th at 8:03PM the heart of one of the kindest souls I have ever known stopped beating.
My white German Shepherd, Tundra, left this world for the next and is now free from pain.
Last week, I noticed she began to show signs that something was off. She didn’t want to go in the truck. She didn’t want to eat. And so then it was time to see the vet.
We were in the midst of a search for a missing hiker in the nearby national park, so I was able to drop her off and the caring hands of the vet clinic took after her.
That afternoon on Thursday, they updated with news that they had found a mass. They were unsure if it was on her spleen or liver. I authorized the surgery and they had it listed for Friday but had to bump it to Saturday morning due to other cases coming in.
Saturday afternoon, they called and said the surgery went well. That she was eating and doing okay post op. However, the mass was cancer and they weren’t certain that it had not spread. They were going to keep her for observation until Monday.
Sunday afternoon, the doc called and informed that he had come in to check on her and found her having a seizure. She was given meds to stop it but was struggling and still shaking uncontrollably, foaming at the mouth, and unable to function. They ran additional tests and those results came back with indications that there was likely a brain tumor and that was causing the seizures and additional problems.
With Cocoa and Nello in tow, we headed to town from the search. It felt surreal having just done this with Canello five months ago.
I arrived at the vet clinic and went in. Tundra saw me as soon as I stepped into view and it was enough to make eye contact before she started shaking again. The doc explained that they had given her more meds for the seizure. But seeing her in the suffering that she was in, it was very obvious that it wasn’t going to stabilize or comfort her.
We carried her out to the room where the goodbyes are said. I went and got Nello and Cocoa and took them in.
There, the four of us were together again, one last time. Cocoa gave Tundra some kisses on her nose. Nello wasn’t sure what was going on. But eventually, it was noticed in him as he simply came over and sniffed around Tundra and then laid down and was calm.
I spent time petting Tundra and giving her kisses myself. Told her how much of a wonderful soul she had been and would always be. I told her that I was sorry for not getting her in sooner though I know it would not have changed the outcome.
Tundra came to me as a rescue from being a stray. My ex had been doing an animal rescue for dogs and I woke up for my night shift one afternoon to a beautiful white German Shepherd looking at me from out in the hallway, seated in a kennel. She had been absolutely quiet and hadn’t made a sound. I went over to her and it was pretty short and sweet when I messaged him and said we were keeping her.
I named her Tundra given her white color and association to snow. Her and Canello meshed instantly. He was sweet on her from the start and she was always just content with him.
Tundra had a protective side. At one time, she saved my ex as she rode with him and a pit bull that he had in the cab with him decided he wanted to attack. Tundra took him on and saved the day.
She absolutely loved riding in the truck. Went to sleep almost instantly but it seemed like it was her ultimate comfort spot. Hell, when working in the yard, I could open the door and leave it open on the truck and she would hop in and zonk out.
Tundra was a great hiking pup. I took her several times and she would always stay close but that nose of hers sure got a workout.
Once while home and out hiking around family land, she found a porcupine. It was intense and she was so good throughout that. I had never had to deal with that before and she had over 250 quills in her nose and mouth. That vet said it was one of the worst he had ever handled.
She recovered well but a few stragglers eventually showed up and had to get removed too.
GSDs love their independence and personal space. She snuggled but most of the time was content being on her own.
She had one hell of an internal clock for dinner time. And if I wasn’t fast enough, she was sure to let me know.
Her sweet, calm, and soft demeanor is going to be missed so badly. She was the big sister of the bunch. And now she’s gone.
In those final moments, I was there, just as I did with Canello. I stroked her head. Looked her in the eyes and told her how great of a soul she was. She was embraced until her chest stopped moving from that amazing heart she had at 8:03PM.
I’m glad I was able to have her and give her the life she had. But it’s just another piece of my soul that is gone with her now.
She’s not hurting anymore. And that’s what matters.
The pack here is short once again. But her memory and the pretty girl that she was will always be remembered.
We love you Tundra.
Our sweet, sweet Tundra.
From June 2016 to July 26, 2026, you were a blessing to have in this life.