31/12/2023
My daily fixations are quite diverse, ranging from leisurely pursuits to indulgences that bring me joy. I find pleasure in smoking w**d, belting out my favorite tunes, and jamming on my guitar. I also enjoy binge-watching TV shows and collecting and researching R'N'R music. I also have a weakness for books and movies that cater to my interests, as well as Tron memorabilia! Despite indulging in these pleasures, I make sure to maintain a balance by engaging in productive tasks like composing and recording music, cleaning and organizing, and even taking long meditative baths for relaxation.
I'll admit, I have struggled with addictions in the past, including alcohol, ci******es, and drugs. However, I have worked hard to overcome them. But that doesn't mean I'm immune to new addictions. Lately, I've found myself getting caught up in the world of politics and my on-again, off-again relationship with social media. I try to limit my time on social media, only checking in on accounts that are important to me and sharing updates about my life. I make a conscious effort to avoid mindless scrolling, and I can go days without logging on. But I do feel guilty about missing out on friends' Birthdays, important updates and events due to my decreased presence on social media.
As for politics, I have reached a point of hopelessness and have stopped sharing my opinions online. I apologize for my past outbursts, as they were often fueled by my evil temper. It has become too stressful and unenjoyable for me, so I have decided to take a step back. I hope you can forgive me and understand why I may not be as active online as I used to be. It may seem ironic that I am expressing this online, but I wanted to be honest with my friends. Rest assured, you may see me at a show sometime. And if not, please know that I am also dealing with other health issues and social anxiety. I am simply being myself, flaws and all. After all, it's just me. Wishing you a Happy New Year!
PS. Just a quick note, I utilized AI as a helpful tool to enhance the quality of this text. I didn't simply copy and paste, but rather incorporated a range of edits to produce this final draft.
