12/04/2024
The third day in a row that Kathambi called her mother about how she was thinking of hurting herself, was also the day the switch in her brain went off and she hurried out of the house to the local police station. There was a counselling/mental health department at the station and when she walked in with tears rolling down her eyes and fury clouding her judgement, she asked to see the person in charge right away. The man in the little cube of a room they called an office looked at her; sizing her up for a cool 2 minutes(she knew because she counted the very seconds), and told her to go and submit to her husband because he knew that the only way women were hurt by men was because they were too headstrong. The man also joked that if the man Kathambi was married to did not know how to put her in line then he could himself add her to his two wives and show her what authority in the home meant. Kathambi almost laughed out loud before she remembered that the reason she was there had nothing to do with her husband(who was a kind man that smiled when it suited people and laughed when he was expected to) and nothing to do with men as a group or as individuals. It however surprised her that this man who did not know a thing about her, had so quickly concluded that whatever woes had taken her cyring for help had to do with a husband or lover.
The counsellor's office was no different from the little cubicle that served as the front office of the whole police station that was more accurately only an unfinished building occupied by people with unfinished minds and hearts. Almost like God handed out parts one by one starting with limbs and some folks forgot to go back for some parts once they had the "essential" ones. The person who sat at other side of the table and invited her to sit and talk about what was bothering her, was the reason she chose to stand; deciding then that he could not possibly begin to comprehend why a woman like her would want to hurt helself.